i feel guilty and uncomfortable. i don't remember everything that happened last night--if certain things were real or if i was dreaming. does he remember the same things i do? i keep wanting to apologize over and over again. last night was scary, but the thought losing him is even scarier.

i wish i could record our memories together in my mind so i could watch them when i miss you

i want a bubble with you. no distractions. just us. and the love we share.

sometimes i forget what i physically look like and only see my emotions

you reminded me to take care of myself and that is something i can never repay you for.