elusive past won't explain ye
exclusive future don't determine ye
though now ought bestow ye
inextinguishable qi settle ye

boat ride through no water
sunken ship though no holes
hole in wall no entry or exit view
ah hole in one you've been shot loon fool

oh ye of path without direction
the right side of history
be without living script
front and center harbinger

alls characteristics and traits shown not by species above ground will
inevitably be mixed with ash or soil not sky

though via archaic credo evil at labor good at work all else concerning species goes not unspare

particularly due to species of naive mind that'll inevitably succumb to ill kept will of no tru living though species to feel alive

though by phenomena intervention the species life continuum hexes embodiment of incline sojourn

via mind conundrum to think already thought of thus think clearly not species being thought through

via body conundrum one simply harbor vessel not have vessel host within vessel not host of vessel

henceforth dispense of less malleable species by means or method not their own lite would ill forsake evil in labor good at work

for now ye know nothing beyond
what varied mortal flaw taught
ye of whom harbinger dwell
within nor home
hear ye without tru instinct
one hast mark us for ye
think simply ye tru being
hear ye being tru to alter selves
mistakenly or through tru being just is
just as tru being shalt forsake ye for us

perpetual deaf words so full of life
empowered corruption which impartially entice
debauchery lifeless guise abetting all's inexperience cost
comprise nor mon most precious consumption of bliss world

why can't i tru recall sate era of all's breathing noon withdrawal
hence i wanna do over nor that as i've already drawn, set and done

cause via rue i've ill pursued that what not something of someone
through some being due

though til all's above ground lineage uproot lite of site unseen
nothing me task do

i notion nor soon will this diminish era tally up my due *****

hence i gotta go again as nor drawn goes where there's tru feeling without recollection i speculate

though im venturing evidence of whereabouts loss, shown nor found via harbinger era

oh ye of indigenous script
somewhere time bound
nor time toward luv of ye
though beckon truly ye

to be or become of whom awaits
hence through anew persona
same ole life allows me to notice
i'm of frequent self neglect
i'm about self destruction
iv'e long loss life's open book
as result i'm self instructed
though without set of instructions
i'm prone to speak out or act
regardless if it's right or wrong

ooh gawd
if i cant have me
then no life to blend
me myself through ye

oh gawd cleanse and repeat
how i'm not yet of being
ooh gawd whence i killed of self
bliss error reset residual of whom cease
ooh gawd cleanse and repeat
til i'm nor of corporeal script
detailing embodied strife without myself

Silence ooh gawd
Because of rue
Ah kind deaf ye say
Though knowing
Kindness not virtue
worth dying toward

ole ye born of sin set silence of my stead
now iv'e gone through lite phase
knowing no marginal terra beset ascending ye
hence i'm inside though ye truly within
dread not i seek only to behold
where we've tossed nor loss gawd drawn bind

though anew life plight set descent of lark song
just as whom incline harbinger not undo wrong
hence upon crite of deaf era nor spirit remain meek
hear ye hear ye ole lite dove still brings what not reek
now ask not do what simply tru know time inevitably
keep more owed than set weight days

If one ever decide to shoot oneself try to avoid using a loaded download

I'm still taking online drugs though I'm off my medication

After applying baby oil on twister mat slip and splat it's 911 turn

Ooh gawd to whom this may concern

Through inkling ye know not me though still ye moreless represent me

Ye not yet reached out to me though often through fleeting *** episodes ye ping me

Ye know there's no grasp hope for me though still ye cope with me

I must say though us, that or those ye closest god to me

Ooh gawd why has modern gals whom aren't comfortable under their own hair resorted to wearing glue traps

just as lasting breath
without wind beset
lesser longing akin
hope adrift in between
time though not within
it's span has surely redeem
whom kept at bay my fret

though **** hurts
most **** contemplated
hence some **** not complicated

to whom bliss may concern
gist wake of loss at loss
often toss and turn ye
fret at last without thought
jest not no stricken rest besiege ye

Though with haste ye gawd disavow amen
Grace be awe mon of awe wend due

loss not mine
mine and kept
kept not owned
own cant show
show as sown
sown as though
though tru be known

i wanna keep you can you be kept
i wanna be with you without depth
its all bout us as i wept you slept

oohh gawd though what constantly
motions ahead of my pondering choice
commotion in my head has no voice
ooh gawd this unsound topic
has yet to rejoice with me
after my plea that it deter me
from comprehending life like an invoice
ooh gawd why commotion in my head
either shuts me up or sits me down
whenever my simulated voice is about to bring me down

me speak lite bound hear ye
me walk time lapse beside ye
me think embody venture succumb ye
me unfold lite wrath sooner behold ye
me breach today loss past surpass ye
me chore rite set tomorrow compass ye
me bleed yesterday tuve learnt about ye
me pry lite infinite experience cleanse ye
me confide life belated sole ever hides ye
me give lite wake sate tilt keeps alive ye
though me to live through all's encounter ye

i strive to live unlike everything else
though as i steadily thrive
i'm compelled to take heed
that whiles i'm alive
ironically something else
or some being
also lives through my life

hear ye  hear ye
though retained sufferance
ye be marked, misunderstood
and fated to resolve rut alone
ask first what compel ye to retrieve

Ooh gawd after that ****** engagement think anyone notice JUST MARRIED notice on my bathroom door

Through God's we must
Thus by gawd we're just

through blind faith
and sown hypocrisy
ye burn many bridges
ye cover stone paths
to steadily maintain
absentee descent road
that's of sheer math

*******
bliss selective living
through which i'm not alive
though i live

ooh gawd
to some being
i'm someone
not somebody
or something

life it's a simple matter of die harder
though it kills me knowing
that via differ means not ways
i commonly filter not caring about
what life has plan for me this day

Cost of living my *** at age 58?
By gawd i can't wait til age 70
To start drinking!

ooh harbinger another day
within someone else head
what not state plea

oh via ill manage of their own living script
allow blasphemers hate toward what not
though they condemn what they actually understand
just as they endeavor to forbid what not of grasping them
disrupt not their inevitable rewrite

what not focus creed
strive in remembrance
dream of deliverance
speak in accordance
enact to set interest
expire though reverence

through timeless void preoccupied life
relates to unification of splintered whole
Though actual life incapable of dealing
with high probability of being manifested alone
Hence through unfathomable solitude
space of life dealt with

life's depth of desperate mon stages not timely hangman's noose
just as life's dependence on era page of hangman's task

countless desperate soles has chosen to forget aren't of choice
though not desperate mon has lose again at hangman bidding
that which inclined life gives not so freely

tru be depth of hangman's task ill compares to less prepared desperate mon left spared

yo hangman life knows if destined a desperate  mon inherits not just deaf though spirit yet appalling depth of life's dread

a muse cleverly used
what my ***** abused
to calmly time me out
there were some clues
even daily headline news
i simply wasn't amused
all i thought of or about
was how and when i'll
***** way again til she gasp
and pout a bit for more
yess my prolong ***** scored
not knowing abruptly my muse
became bored and decided
to clear out my thoughts of amore
yipes after more than a while
i swear i saw myself without a smile
laid out and shot on ah cold bathroom floor

hypocrisy dictates that
god aids those whom help themselves
hence periodically what has ye
either refuse to do or not done
that'll require of god to aid ye

All homes seed tombs
all tombs under homes
cover me
say these words
shut dah door
im home

(spoiler)
after identification process cover vessel
during wake recite this poem
after wake shut casket lid
at plot im-

me loon as floating up reek creek
though use of sunken motor boat
during horrific drought season

me loon as twice catholic crowned tisk tisk

me loon as once found now loss **** happens discount

tru is me manic loon though on seasonal call (how depressing)
hence not all my mental faculty aware of you, we, us

tru be me loon help wanted so fret not risk of having to employ you through us

just as due to codependency we can never be free of you or me

i got chillin dog
u got sloppy joel
somewhere in that
fresh fiesta taco
you really know
how to hype up
those honey buns
so lets not get carry out
over fast fool addiction

though ye prone to do something
to achieve anything
as destined ye know nothing
through woven sight that's shown though everything
must ye like all later succumb to enlist mundane thing
take heed for ye already foiled fate of one mortal sheep

ooh ye wanna be killer now
frame not invoice of death
man up **** off suicide flack
face fact that no matter what
ye life gonna **** ye dead first

Ah path of distance
not sought guidance
Which inevitably everyone's sent
though no one has come back from
as to atonement for being absentee acolyte

Ooh gawd being that ***** pack applies noticeable pressure which keeps me down

I'm now compelled to fire both pocket pool cleaners

Name must shame
Shame does blame
blame one came
Came she calm
Calm lesser shalom

help me unwrap
lick me wet savor
what stuck up me wont waver
suckle me flavor
oops me sticky few digits
yes yes me melting keep at it

Ooh gawd til then reproach now
through past time approach my future
hence I'll always have yesterday
Through which I'll do better today
Though I hope tomorrow await me again

What time to tell in due time
Dat life's not on good terms with time
Just as time not with pace
Cause distance undermine space
Hence awkward be time not after set times
Which I can feel without telling
though I just don't know why
I'm either destined or fated
To portray a squirrel Knowing it's a rat race

it would appear that roads or paths set direction
though not all paths need construction
hence throughout era all roads cover elusive paths

hence though strive of living script i represent
a constructor of indeterminate road or path
whom determined to nor govern or fully grasp
all's predestined course of direction or distance

ye woe known
ye fate on loan
just as life of infallible reason
everything happens through inevitable resolve