alarming be ones life sentence that's indecipherable
though another moot morning of experiencing time
through life's ticker failed to wake me up

voices via my tone
agitate my aging bone
voices via my tone
seem disturbed concerning
where my mind long gone
though voices via my tone
has yet to truly speak out
once i'm home alone

though in between voids everything
in between reaches nothing
hence where nor here
places me there as destined
beware fated i'm heir to more
than just ones own in between

apart from pieces
which frequently empty
my inner void
i remain broken
though whole at heart

elusive past won't explain ye
exclusive future don't determine ye
though now ought bestow ye
inextinguishable qi settle ye

it's evidently foolish to die for or toward
what's incapable of acknowledging ye
hence to habitually embrace
commercialized noun hype
proves ye simply here today
to practically *******
another practical tomorrow

though **** hurts
most **** contemplated
hence some **** not complicated

cause i'm prone to cross
ole bridges iv'e burnt
ooh gawd **** hurts
hence whom ever
don't end my ****
makes me pathetic

ye live though i'm not feeling alive
hence through unrepentant silence
heed that only one of us being kept
closer than long over due closure

to be or become of whom awaits
hence through anew persona
same ole life allows me to notice
i'm of frequent self neglect
i'm about self destruction
iv'e long loss life's open book
as result i'm self instructed
though without set of instructions
i'm prone to speak out or act
regardless if it's right or wrong

silence hast ye come
through death ye gone
to hopefully not focus on what's futile
though our last time lain ye down
hence any prayer for breathless ye
will make me aware of posed hypocrisy
that'll only add to my restlessness

chased by lite mare
i indulge lesser day dreamt
only to redeem another burnt scream
because iv'e found severed being
whom already rode my every hope

sleep well though ye ticker mocked
know i'm in time shown ye without
hence with silence not in death
be truly how ye stead grasped

ole ye born of sin set silence of my stead
now iv'e gone through lite phase
knowing no marginal terra beset ascending ye
hence i'm inside though ye truly within
dread not i seek only to behold
where we've tossed nor loss gawd drawn bind

hypocrisy dictates that
god aids those whom help themselves
hence periodically what has ye
either refuse to do or not done
that'll require of god to aid ye

by golly ye  think i was born yesterday
ha im spawn of today via tomorrow

oohh gawd though what constantly
motions ahead of my pondering choice
commotion in my head has no voice
ooh gawd this unsound topic
has yet to rejoice with me
after my plea that it deter me
from comprehending life like an invoice
ooh gawd why commotion in my head
either shuts me up or sits me down
whenever my simulated voice is about to bring me down

im through with today
im again yesterday
im nothing about tomorrow
im only about that dreary day
since ye my everyday accosted mayday

ooh gawd
if i cant have me
then no life to blend
me myself through ye

just as ye empower
just this ye enlist
just what ye predict
just now ye understood  
though just then ye either
shut out, embraced or countered just us

just is true love ye bind
that's neither blind or reeled in
through feeling loved

ooh ye wanna be killer now
frame not invoice of death
man up **** off suicide flack
face fact that no matter what
ye life gonna **** ye dead first

as phenomenal lite of physical self
accompany we of nor path or road
take heed that only our living script
bares humanity steadfast devotion
unto inaudible existence not life

alive i strive
hence i am as i rise
to solemnly embrace
keeper of the keys

perpetual deaf words so full of life
empowered corruption which impartially entice
debauchery lifeless guise abetting all's inexperience cost
comprise nor mon most precious consumption of bliss world

habitually through hypocrisy
iv'e turned in my belief
though in actuality i forsaken not
hence later explains why
i'm so weighed down beyond sleep

ooh gawd however we turn out i got dibbs

though ye prone to do something
to achieve anything
as destined ye know nothing
through woven sight that's shown though everything
must ye like all later succumb to enlist mundane thing
take heed for ye already foiled fate of one mortal sheep

today's the first day of the rest of my strife
ooh gawd why today of all days
though it's not that i had anything else planned

steadfast perseverance
sets anew over a less knew
shortcut to redemption

oh ye of indigenous script
somewhere time bound
nor time toward luv of ye
though beckon truly ye

killing loss in time
whom am i to jest
we all deserve to die
though killing in due time
ripple set back
fact i already killed
self pact subject
long before i suspect
hence i'm destined to stand
within sole less remnant
whom for killing only time
fated to live without feeling alive

though uniquely without foundation
yet through mind's eye
horizontally we burn
both ends of life candle
just as in due time not over time
we learn to extend life scale
without dripping freaking wax

ooh gawd how do i explain to my shrink
that i'm outta my mind
cause just this mourning
i slipped on my inner child marbles again

*******
bliss selective living
through which i'm not alive
though i live

ooh gawd
to some being
i'm someone
not somebody
or something

ole school dozer
bring dah noise
dont listen for it
awe just as i thought
bunk *** sheep again
yo def ever come
for me or mine
i'll sleep on it

there's devourer of innocence whom makes our perpetual ignorance bliss

yess it's ye whom taught them of what they need to know through what ye actually don't know

hence we're no credited goal of creation until we master the mastery of being mastered

PATHETIC TOOL THIS RESHAPES WHERE YE FROM *** OVER IT

mirror mirror from depths at length i'm spawned
hence no sunset height i'm drawn

mirror mirror know i'm life maintained poison
just as i'm sin of sustained humanity

mirror mirror what is expected of me be fated
though long over due

mirror mirror what's suspected about me
i'm no longer destined to construe

mirror mirror truly reflect of skin evil in labor good at work
hence i'm not compelled to smash though mirror mirror

truly thou shalt not ****
though ye harm me or mine
who'll eventually end ye or them

take heed as evident kept property
why later give what not yours to give
your life to presumed property owner

as suspected lets again deflect

avow in god ye trust
now die living not life lie

hast my wake of life sung
waken ye all to truly live
without feeling alive

its admirable and repugnant to die for ones ambiguous property
that's been constantly undermined and under surveillance
til belated ignorance wakens ye to actual oppression by ruling country

un-view deaf star spangled
fret em reap glory site over lite of cold upper embark
now undo life scars let cost of true dreams
bleed over timed out mind paved under forsaken roots

helluv life rise up elsewhere
only later to be carried back down
toward somewhere that's heaven upon earth

fated i am era of insomnia wake
destined i am awake though i rest
much like all fallen slept away demise

life adjusts
as gamed
with option
game on

as set rue of life forsake era toll
loop rite reek of beset muster
hence smite matter i am mama ever mark whole
whom shall overcome not injustice just us
over living script task toward due justice

just as era known to befriend fate
in due time take comfort knowing
that destiny often portrays fate

ye whom shouldn't coexist
mustn't persist to feel as real
ye whom no longer exist
may retain possession within me
though take heed being life key
toward our trio implemented pry
ye may often beckon, forewarn and influence me
know ye never consciously govern me

w-t-f i guess anew phantom limb syndrome has stricken my 35/60 deaf sufferance explaining why i commonly rely on subtitled home entertainment viewing
yet i still cant explain why randomly, abruptly and subconsciously i turn up the volume to hear the subtitles

hear ye  hear ye
though retained sufferance
ye be marked, misunderstood
and fated to resolve rut alone
ask first what compel ye to retrieve

via experience script thrive
via encounter script strive
via execution script not sublime
mon represents living script
that's not always chronologically interpreted