to be or become of whom awaits
hence through anew persona
same ole life allows me to notice
i'm of frequent self neglect
i'm about self destruction
iv'e long loss life's open book
as result i'm self instructed
though without set of instructions
i'm prone to speak out or act
regardless if it's right or wrong

silence hast ye come
through death ye gone
to hopefully not focus on what's futile
though our last time lain ye down
hence any prayer for breathless ye
will make me aware of posed hypocrisy
that'll only add to my restlessness

chased by lite mare
i indulge lesser day dreamt
only to redeem another burnt scream
because iv'e found severed being
whom already rode my every hope

sleep well though ye ticker mocked
know i'm in time shown ye without
hence with silence not in death
be truly how ye stead grasped

ole ye born of sin set silence of my stead
now iv'e gone through lite phase
knowing no marginal terra beset ascending ye
hence i'm inside though ye truly within
dread not i seek only to behold
where we've tossed nor loss gawd drawn bind

hypocrisy dictates that
god aids those whom help themselves
hence periodically what has ye
either refuse to do or not done
that'll require of god to aid ye

by golly ye  think i was born yesterday
ha im spawn of today via tomorrow