if i could love
that forever love
that dyer lust
that forever trust
that is what i want to show
show me love, lust,
and all it has to give
show me faith
and how it heals
show me you
the true you
and i shall learn
disarm your guards
let down your shield
show me love
and i too will love
oh how ill love

set me free
ill show you the real me
the unconditional me
the  me you seldom see
i just want to be me
the me i hate
the me i love
the me that longs to be
you could love me
as can i
i just want to be free
free to be me

Absent mind
compressed thought
the absence of sight
that's what i thought
yet i have no thoughts
or do i have no logic
logically, i can not stop it
it that is that
that that is it
my mind is scrambled
my brains in a twist
a knot too strong
a knot too hefty
i can not hide
for it wont let me
hiding hiding
still no sense
i live and i die
that's all that makes sense

give me one second
to show you how i feel
give me one minute
to show you what i mean
for what i mean is true
true to you
ill show you
give me a life time
to show you
i want you
all of you
for a life time
i love you

the scariest thing
truth
the scariest thing,
facing it
the truth within
the one that is to be seen
the one i feign
the truth
I cant face the truth
i must face the truth
it will be known.

Blank thoughts full of words
  uncompromisable yet so vivid
  twisted feelings like the vines upon trees
heart out as far as the stars
only so far because it cant be reached
unquiet mind so full of thoughts
so alone yet everyone's around
scream, louder
but in the mind no screams are heard
alone, confused, distraught
this unquiet mind shall one day be tamed

Out of the blue you swept me off my feet
both literally and figuratively
i love your strong yet gentle embrace
from your baby blues to your golden locks
your being is one i enjoy
your presence is what i crave
hold me in your arms and never let loose boo
as i tell you
i want you too

Black shadow in the dark
you lurk upon me
you mimic my actions
you try to see what i see
black shadow in the dark
though as evident as the light
you sneak up in the night
you fool all in sight
you scare all with your bite
black shadow in the night
it seems i know you well
for you follow me through hell
you will soon rebel
black shadow i know your name
for now i will say fair game
black shadow in the dark
you may play your cast
but tonight will be your last
live it well as i say to you
far well
black shadow in the dark

Tempting oh how you are
pleasing sin is your gift
or curse i should say
dangerous attraction
steamy greats
you're the one
how appealing you are
you're a pleasing sin

am i too much of a dreamer
because all i think about is you
as the veins entangled in my very body
our hearts will soon beat as one
you're so far yet i hold you so close
so dear, you are
I'm lost, I'm waiting, I'm confused
show me
show me
dreams do come true
as you are my dream
my dream come true
it is you

lost in a full room
most want, but i want none but you
emotions so scrambled
thoughts so confused
but you make it clear
who ever you are
the thought of you i lust
one day i will meet you
that is a must
in me you can trust
your heart your soul your love
i promise to never disappear
my lost love

who could love me?
someone tall?
someone small?
big heart
big wallet
who could love me?
someone who loves themselves first?
could they love me the way you say you do?
or better..
who could love me?
a kind being?
a lifeless sole?
i want to know
so i will forever say
who could love me

invisible chains hold me captive
the chains of my world and peers
the chains i tied myself up with
the chains i can't seem to bear
emancipation is what i seek
it is what i desire
i know i have the key to be free
but yet i still aspire
let me be you vile mind
let me be
one day these chains will break away
i will no longer desire
for i will be as free as an eagle
free to be the true me
but till then i will continue to aspire
aspire to be free
aspire to be me

The sorrow in your eyes
allowed me to realize all you had to give
The love you always showed
That sweet rare sorrow
Today and tomorrow seem so far apart
come back to me oh baby please
i love you tomorrow
and forever indeed

Loosing grip
Things seem surreal
Whats real, whats fake
is it me or is it you
cause the me i know
she doesn't know
how do i decipher
Lord help me think straight
i wont let it shatter
ill keep it all safe

my imagination is what you have captured
my literature finally found its match
my sweet insomnia
only you on my mind
my hopeful dreams only you in sight
with every kiss we grow closer
every new memory founder
the very thought of you brings a smile so genuine and a skip to my heart
i enjoy your presence for it is unmatched
your hugs and true kisses
it is truly that
that that is amazing and great
to many words to describe how i feel is that
your being is amazing
and that is that

i just want to sleep
leave me alone
let me weep
i want you gone
but not for good
just until this situation is understood
the night carries the things the day would never dare
the things that it will always fear
so come night come
let me see your glare
for I, I have no fear
so let me sleep
though i don't hope to see
the wickedness in which you keep
but come night come
i will wait for you
silently
as i fall asleep

Oh how we lay
after a night we are now asking for forgiveness
next day, new breath
we lay together
relaxing with the sultry sounds of Norah Jones and others alike
that's my kinds of night
the night i know you're by my side
oh what a wonderful night
for hours non stop, each others comfort enough to blight
blight with lust or any of the kind
oh how we lay
i hope we always feel this way
though in my heart you will always stay
its too good to be true
you must be an angel
my angel
oh how we lay

Dueling mind
No, not mind but something else
Constantly fighting for what she likes
Never happy
But always empty
Dueling mind
Give it peace, maybe she will settle
Lets try and see
Not far from reach
Yet a thousand miles apart
She knows what she wants
Yet she still seeks
Like a blind man
She just wants to see
Like a baby she just wants to know
Her dueling mind won't let her go
It causes her pain
Her dueling mind won't settle
Her mind
Her minds

Teary eyed,
But full of smiles-
All because of what you say,
I long to be with you forever.
Yet I know it will someday end-
For the distance would be unbearable.
For now well live in blissful lust,
The lust that blinds us in this dust-
The dust of others that we no longer see,
Just each other, our loves like angel wings.
My teary eyed smiles are a bizarre pair,
A pair of love and pain,
one i sometimes cannot bear
My teary eyed smiles will forever go unnamed
for in my heart you will always stay