Loosing grip
Things seem surreal
Whats real, whats fake
is it me or is it you
cause the me i know
she doesn't know
how do i decipher
Lord help me think straight
i wont let it shatter
ill keep it all safe

my imagination is what you have captured
my literature finally found its match
my sweet insomnia
only you on my mind
my hopeful dreams only you in sight
with every kiss we grow closer
every new memory founder
the very thought of you brings a smile so genuine and a skip to my heart
i enjoy your presence for it is unmatched
your hugs and true kisses
it is truly that
that that is amazing and great
to many words to describe how i feel is that
your being is amazing
and that is that

i just want to sleep
leave me alone
let me weep
i want you gone
but not for good
just until this situation is understood
the night carries the things the day would never dare
the things that it will always fear
so come night come
let me see your glare
for I, I have no fear
so let me sleep
though i don't hope to see
the wickedness in which you keep
but come night come
i will wait for you
silently
as i fall asleep

Oh how we lay
after a night we are now asking for forgiveness
next day, new breath
we lay together
relaxing with the sultry sounds of Norah Jones and others alike
that's my kinds of night
the night i know you're by my side
oh what a wonderful night
for hours non stop, each others comfort enough to blight
blight with lust or any of the kind
oh how we lay
i hope we always feel this way
though in my heart you will always stay
its too good to be true
you must be an angel
my angel
oh how we lay

Dueling mind
No, not mind but something else
Constantly fighting for what she likes
Never happy
But always empty
Dueling mind
Give it peace, maybe she will settle
Lets try and see
Not far from reach
Yet a thousand miles apart
She knows what she wants
Yet she still seeks
Like a blind man
She just wants to see
Like a baby she just wants to know
Her dueling mind won't let her go
It causes her pain
Her dueling mind won't settle
Her mind
Her minds

Teary eyed,
But full of smiles-
All because of what you say,
I long to be with you forever.
Yet I know it will someday end-
For the distance would be unbearable.
For now well live in blissful lust,
The lust that blinds us in this dust-
The dust of others that we no longer see,
Just each other, our loves like angel wings.
My teary eyed smiles are a bizarre pair,
A pair of love and pain,
one i sometimes cannot bear
My teary eyed smiles will forever go unnamed
for in my heart you will always stay