What is wrong with me
What is it that I am doing wrong
Why do I feel this way
Why do I have so much pain
Am I good enough to have him
Am I who he wants to be with
Some days I feel so useless
Some days I don't feel pretty enough
What am I doing
What can I do
Why can't I make him see what he is doing to me
Why don't I just leave

Have you ever had someone look at you but don't see you
Have you ever realize that the person you thought you knew so well you don't know at all
Have you ever had someone tell you they sorry and don't  know what sorry means
You see I was sold a dream a love story that would never be
I realize that the person I thought I knew, I had no idea who they really were
When they looked at me they didn't see me I was just there because I was suppose to be, it looked right
You see I was new to this love thing and didn't know how it work
He told me I was the one he wanted to have kids with spend his whole life with
I was like cool getting on the love train not knowing I was being fooled
It took years for me to see it because I didn't know better
Now my heart, mind, body and soul can't take it anymore and it's time for me to leave
I thought I has different but I wasn't I was one of many I just had a title
I don't need or want that title no more
I will not be the fool anymore

Some things never change
But why would they if you keep letting the same things happen over and over
If you want change you have to be ready for change
Some time you have to hit rock bottom  before your ready
I believe I'm ready