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Scheherazade Oct 2017
Having you on my mind is driving me crazy
Not the heart broken kind but the kind that got me smokin alone lately
See when I think about what we went through
There’s a void when I remember you
I think my soul only sees souls
but I never got that close to you

I know I sweep in like a storm
And I know you’ve been broken lately
That’s why I left easy
I noticed your suffering daily
I just thought maybe I’d help make you feel alive again
I recognize that sad and hurt in you, for I have been
I just needed you to be stronger baby
To give in and not give up on maybes
Didn’t you think I’d be worth it,
      Or was it,
                All just the way you would word it
See I think we get what we deserve
What do you wish for when you get hurt?
Cause I’ve never actually seen you frown
Oh but darling, how many times I’ve watched you drown.
Scheherazade Oct 2017
You never let me see your pain
That's why the music is where you feel safe to say
How much you love me
Or through your eyes
How you cut me
Into three
Two for you one for me
One for your music one for your company
I'm use to the pain
But not the gluttony
Bite into me
Your demons fit right into me
With every piece you steal from me

But eat my darling
Just save the last slice for me
Scheherazade Apr 2017
Perfectly patient or patiently perfect,
Any way you would word it
The waiting seemed worth it
Perfectly believable
Or unbelievably perfect
Was it really that worth it
Or was it the way you would word it
Scheherazade Dec 2016
Everyone's getting drunk
I'm getting sick of it
Calling each other
@ so n so
Like they really gettin used to it
I could talk about my soul
But I've already been through all this
Who's really gonna listen to a girl
Who's heart been through the worst of ****
& what's worse is, yet
Have I spoken on how bad it's been
And no one bothers to ask
cause I don’t let no one in
And for the ones who stayed down and went through it
I Always gave more than their choosin
They embody loyal, and always kept it silent
If their wheels start fallin
Imma get them back up and ridin
My demeanor tell you it all, ion even have to mention
Not once will I depend on any mf’s affection
Too busy focusing on who at the door
While everyone craving fake attention
The weakest minds always be strongest with the flexin
You ain’t winnin cause your chains, love
Material **** ain’t impressing
Go on and try to learn something
Then come on back and start teaching
I **** with my new man cause he don’t cause no stressing
Godly motivation, but he a freak with the sexing
He always gets me blushing
Gotta keep him on the hush, ya see
None of these women can be trusted
They just haven't learned from their repercussions
Our children's mindsets stuck on nothing
But money ******* and clubing
And if a sacrifice would save us
Then why did **** get this way since Jesus?
I can't even trust in any preachers
God give me a sign cause I need you

I've been spreading my love
In return I'm getting sick
Maybe I should walk towards the light
But it's hard not to trip
Scheherazade Dec 2016
They got my life under a looking glass
Funny, cause there's so much they're looking past
Out in the cold, got me questioning "where my riders at?"
But pull up to a party
& ain't it funny how the car is packed..
Scheherazade Dec 2016
Everyone's personalities are starting to get real boring
Talking about loyaltyy
Like they even know it
Rollin with fakes and enemies
call them your boys?
Sounding like poet
Like "**** I was thinking the same ****!"
But she don wrote it
Here let me quote it
Go on and post it
Get a few thousand likes
Feel the hype
Forget that you stole it
Hold it
That's the exact **** I'm talkin bout
You only feel it when it's talked about
What ever the crowed on
You chalk it out
Like that revenge ****, you plan it out
Basically sellin yourself
How you wanna destroy another mans day
For that **** to just come around
Do you feel me know?
Or do you need me screamin loud
Like baby girlll pleasee open your mouth
I put the pen down
I write it out
I like the way that it looks
Like a pen pal
Don't need no body
I kick it with my self now
I've been down
This ***** too real now
I pulled myself up, I won't let myself down
Scheherazade Dec 2016
We've made it this far but where's the progress
We preach about love
But we embody a darkness
The angels of gods stress
Can't even imagine what he thinks while he watches
Like please god don't let this be my last test
I'll change I swear
Like I ain't say that the last test
Like I didn't just clean my hands from my last mess
But if you hear me out dear lord I can promise

I'll bow down to you
I'll Give my heart and soul to you
You own my body but my mind
Father I condone to you
I'll lower my crown, I owe my thrown to you
If you accept me father
I'm coming home to you
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