sometimes we just need a person to listen to how we really feel

maybe my hands
are always cold
to show
that
i would be nothing
without
you

i prayed for the first time in awhile yesterday.

i prayed to God that He would take away my sadness and sorrow and give me something to smile about rather than to cry. i begged Him to show me my way; to help.

i cried again today, but this time i cried out of happiness.
my heart finally doesn’t hurt.

i prayed for Him to let me be happy and now i am.

I don't know
My stomach is in knots tonight
And I need someone to help untie them.
And kiss my forehead
Or something.
Please love me.
I'm not desperate, I'm drunk.
I'm shivvering and very upset and very cute.
Love me.