Life
Love
Happiness
Solitude
All come and go
Stick with us
Alienate...

What a blessing
What a curse
Shameful how we feel alone
Isolated
On our own
Even when someone is near
Lovely face
Older now
Lovlier still.

We don't control time or fate
Only our choices
They'll decide how long we

Breath
Laugh
Suffocate.

This morning proves only one thing
god isn't terribly angry with us just yet.
Or he is really ******* and is making
us suffer longer than we all deserve.

I woke and the woman next to me slept
in peace and somewhat smiling
I didn't feel anything
Just put all my hopes away.

It seems like punishment
bless this as the best day ever.
People, every last dammed one of us... people
different and usually the exact very same.

a growing warmth
sweating

eyes shut by concrete sleep
dreaming

soft touch at first giving rise
hunger

moist pressure and firm grip
stretching

mounting tensions
pressure of the awaiting day

a mouth
a hand
lips of my love

greet me this way

When i was a boy, i wanted to be a politician
i dreamt of changing the world with ideas
Common and fair to us all

quickly i learned i could not play ignorant
and turn away from what was right.
reading and studying the bible
taught me that.

i could not place myself trodden along
silent while others created war
over reasons as believable
as a thousands year old
game of telephone.

No one likes an actual smart ***
at least Sandy, my teacher from Sunday youth school.

In search for a median to release
questions
tensions
angst
sufferance

I fell in love.....quickly
blindly leaving destruction
mostly my own
behind
only to get
shrapnel
peppering my soul
over and again.

Only the loves i ****** over
Made my life feel worth while.
Not because i was a Narcissus
I truly loved to the end
And trying to fix me.

Thats why now i wanna be... me

Find out what that ****** can do.

I got all i need
and i dont care
for anymore
your success
invaded
my failure

no measure for time
spinning wheels
gaining no ground
love draggin me down
in regret
in denial

i could grow and show
you how worthy
i am

but there would
not be a ripple
a stumble
or
second glance

ive grown used
to getting around
unnoticed
unwatched

she walked away
oh yeah
but she don't leave

staying and taking
her sweet time
feedin on me

i dream
of flying away
chasing the sun

but before the mornin come
shes back again

man yeah she left
but she aint gone
takin her sweet time

devil in me
big as the space
emptied

runnin round
tryin to catch her
but yeah lord she
done left and gone

takin my sweet time
just to move along

Theres this old lady
With only one shoe
She has a hundred cats who
Always follow her,
She doesn't know what to do.

They make such a fuss
She can only mumble and cuss
Calico and Tabby
They chase out all
The silence in her alley


Fed up she sliced off there paws

Silence is golden......
Thats gods law