a flashing glance
eyes locked in place
moistened lips
readying to find a home

you trust in the space
thats being closed in on
nothing turning into a touch
an action into attraction

some chances youll
never have again
mistakes youll
do over and over

it grows
the anticipation
space closing
closer
closer

loneliness
lust
fear
desire

doom us all to love

it gave us power
it prohibited our empathy

growing older
growing deeper

rage
raging
limitless

we all conceive a different perception
of truth
of life

to accommodate
what we've been
through

then lies
to accommodate
what we've done

its satisfaction either way.

its in me
dark
feral
scared

closed door
black out curtains
blacked out medicines

strong
overwhelming
limited imagination

i give in
to you

shes my enemy
every time i see her coming
she tries to **** me

yeah alright shes my enemy
she sneaks up blade in hand
wanting that steel in me

pretend to dance around
shell go off and try to
make me forget

but yeah alright
shes my enemy
we spin each other
around and around

when i see her next time
dont say a word
cause im gonna creep
up on her

get her with my steely blade
watch her like she did me
as love from my eyes fade

to eat an apple poisoned
is life...
we will do it and never know
its bitter taste
until it makes you sick

sick of
love
***
need
wants
loneliness
and what the hell ever is the
opposite of that

recovery is not a guarantee
certain pains and grievances
will vary by person

so take your bite
we all have to

dont be a *****

another night slept
painlessly and burden free
induced by knockout meds
and  blacked out by
by beer wine or Jamesons
That combination is ******
on a saturated soul

but as ease of sleep surrenders
to perpetual Apollo and his rights
i woke......

now with sadness i have
to be productive
be active
be society

and while awake i
have never succeeded
like in sleep
eluding dreams of her.

Its peril to use someone
they always use you back....
so expect it to drain
you low

And when you get there
baby theres company
company all around you

suffocating
terrorising
comforting

When you use another
expect to get used too
when you get lost
look up theres always company