you are the history of my literature. and as much as I want this story of ours to transcend generations after us. I can't. we both can't.

but you will stay to me. as the first phrases I wanna utter in all the mornings of my lifetime. as the poetry I wanna write permanently on my skin. and as the lyrics of the song I wanna spend my whole life singing.

you are the prayer I wanna shout to the universe. you are exactly the elegy I want people to give me on my death day.

you are the history of my literature. and letting you go is a painful thing I can never fully endure.