I'm tired.
Of all that got to do with the thing we call life.
I know it ain't easy to reach the peak of the top.
I know.
I know that it'll take a whole lot more of tears and wounds.
I know that it'll take more than just a drop of sweat.
I know it'll take more than bruises and cuts.
But yet.
I'm still standing right here.
Not intending to move a muscle.
Not trying to make a change.
Not willing to do a sacrifice.
I know.
I should wake myself up.
So that I'll know where I really stand.
But yet, my mind said stay still and do nothing.

I know I'll never be able to open the door to your heart.
I know I'll never be able to wander in your thoughts.
I know I'll never be the one whom you think about when you listen to those love songs.
I know I'll never be the reason to your smile.
I know I'll never be able to hold your heart.
I know.
I just know.

They say you dont know what you have till its,
Gone.
The Truth?
You knew exactly what you had,
You just thought you'd never lose it.
That's what was wrong,
You thought you had her whipped.
You didn't love her.
She was just good for your ego.
But you say she didn't care.
I saw her care everytime you hugged another.
And break down,
She would cry when she thought of you two together.
Don't ever say she didn't care.
You're the one who didn't give a ****.
Because you don't destroy someone you love.

it has been some time
since i've been awake at
                         2:00am
       i forgot how
quite and peaceful it is
where i'm only just
                         tired enough
                that the thoughts
don't really matter now
                     and memories are just
            a faint fuzz

My mind shuts off
My legs start to shake
My heart starts pounding like a drum
My words can't come out
I don't know what to do when i'm around you

You're the reason my family thinks I have changed,
I might have changed, but to me I've changed in a good way
Or so i think.
I'm love-stricken to know the difference of anything

And I can say it's because of you

What's that thing when your crush likes you back?

Oh, yes. Of course!

*Imagination

Lover of mine
You make me feel weightless
Like I can reach up
Grab the clouds with my bare hands
And consume them as if they were cotton candy

Lover of mine
You make me feel important
Like I can do anything and everything
That this crazy world throws at me
And if anyone says otherwise you will defend me because I am important to you thus making me feel the way I do

Lover of mine
You make me feel infinite
Like I can live for an eternity and never grow tired nor weary
I can climb a mountain, run a marathon, and still have enough stamina to come running back into your arms


Because lover of mine
you make me feel as I've never felt before
And I doubt anyone or anything else can ever make me feel the way I do.
Lover of mine?
*I love you.