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Feb 2014 · 508
Neglecting Heart
Cat A Feb 2014
Cry out heart,
This is your time to shine
Is there a problem,
Or is it just my imagination?
Heart, please tell me what's wrong.
Are you broken?
Do you want love?
Are you stuck in the shadows?
Tell me and I can help.
I can help you get better.
Beating heart of mine,
You are the only thing that's keeping me alive!
Don't listen to brain!
Brain only thinks logically.
When you act like this and don't tell me anything,
I can't do anything to assist your needs.
So please do me a favor.
Tell me what's wrong..
Feb 2014 · 562
Mind Over Matter
Cat A Feb 2014
The many perplexities that form within the most important membrane of the human body can be unbearable.
It leads Anxiety, panic, worry, sorrow, anger, love and many more emotions that take over the body in an endless fluctuant ride.
Therefore comes the regret and neglecting of feelings which portrays as betrayal and absentmindedness towards beings who are significant within an individuals life
This results in solitude. Also, where the baffled pondering continues. Up until the point where the cycle reaches it's peak. Waiting for every precious thing to collapse in a forgotten hope.
Feb 2014 · 849
Sweet serenity
Cat A Feb 2014
Sweet serenity
Show me your grace
I want to be like you
To dance upon water
Move like the wind
Fierce and aggressive like fire
Sing as beautifully as a sunrise
Serenity,
Show me how to wield this power
Teach me and show me your ways
For I will not object any longer
Forgive me for my stubbornness
I can not control myself
Guide me Serenity
You will not be disappointed
Nov 2013 · 547
Insomniac
Cat A Nov 2013
The perplexities of the dark night sky
Give the day a sour taste of pleasure
Tick tock
Mind, go to sleep
Let my eyes rest
To visit the dream world of fantasy and the escape from reality.
Imagination i set you free.
Tick tock
My mind is insane
Do not tell me I did not warn you
Tick tock
Mysterious sounds of the dark
The creatures of the night are back
With their habits, that no one dares to see.
Tick tock
Give up,
The malicious laughter in the back of your head will not stop.
The voice that come at midnight will keep you up
Tick tock
Sounds that make the hair on the back of your neck stand up
Air grows cold.
They are finally here...
Tick..... T
Sep 2013 · 457
Reasons Why I'm Still Alive
Cat A Sep 2013
Everlasting memories
Late night conversations
Endless smiling and laughing
The best of influences yet the worst
as well
Some have one
Others have more
2 words
2 syllables
3 vowels
7 consonants
Can mean so much
Most people have this
But there are some unfortunate few.
Best friend,
The one who knows you the best
The one who understands you
The one who you can call late at night
One of the few who can stick up for you
They are the only ones who stick by Your side
*Until the end
Sep 2013 · 859
Misguided *again*
Cat A Sep 2013
Hundreds of worthless poems
Words wasted
Withered emotions
Meaningless tears
Memories that were once valued are now pointless
The corruption finally ended
You use to mean the world to me
But it was all a lie
Jul 2013 · 408
Summer dread
Cat A Jul 2013
There comes a time when the night has to end
No matter how badly you don't want it to end
It has to at some point
Oh summer night
Please be longer
I need you to be
I need this hope
Night sky stop moving
Stars stay where you are
Time do not continue
It's the moments like this
That no one needs to exist
Because it is the opportunity that life is worth living for
Jun 2013 · 784
*Next* Promise
Cat A Jun 2013
Each year I promise
Promise that this one will be better than the last
That it will be different
There will be a change.
I will be the one who will drop the pebble in the water
To cause all the positive ripples.
Yet when it comes to the time
Someone knocks the pebble out of my hand onto the land.
Usually it's anxiety sometimes depression
Other times it's  ID
I keep waiting to give myself hope
But all I give
Is the hopeful betrayal
Which always leads to denial
Jun 2013 · 551
Dreams
Cat A Jun 2013
Falling into my shadow
I see you in my dreams
Will you replace my broken paper heart?
Are you forever with my soul?
Seeing each other in the dream world
Changes everything

Seeing the world spin
Puts my sorrows away
Lets me know
That I'm alive
I might be a lie
But I know that I am real
Waiting for the goodness to come out
Before ID comes back to haunt me
Breathe in the precious air
Look at the blue sky turning black
Now it's time for the monsters to come out
Time to play
Time to play with my imagination
Time to toy with my mind
Making me crazy
Letting me believe that I actually have a chance
To win his heart
To win his appreciation
In the end
It's a bunch of *******
Cat A Jun 2013
Head vs heart
You have to choose one
During the day everything is fine
During the night the quarrels break out
The beautiful monstrosity of the darkness takes over.
There's no escape
Only hoping and begging for it to be over
Once it is over,
The cycle continues
Into an endless reality of nothing.
**Welcome to your new life
Jun 2013 · 365
Times of day
Cat A Jun 2013
The morning is fine and full of confidence
By afternoon hope is lost
Midday is turning into despair
Evening doesn't even stand a chance
Jun 2013 · 1.4k
Society Killed The Unicorn
Cat A Jun 2013
Oh sweet loving unicorn
You never fail to make me happy
Even with your menacing horn and attempt to be sinister,
I know you.
I know you much to well.
Oh unicorn,
Your beautiful hair and mane glow in the sun and triumph in the darkness!
You never seem to let anyone down.
Unique creature,
You let yourself into the dreams and hopes of many.
Oh unicorn,
Society has killed you..
The population gave up on you.
Only the young at heart still believe.
Everyone tries to grow up too fast
But unicorn, please...
I don't want to leave you
Please don't die
I will stop society from destroying you
You will be free
**I promise
Jun 2013 · 966
Escape
Cat A Jun 2013
Escaping reality
Amounts to suffering the consequences of regret
Regret of power
Regret of passion
Fending for a friend or Enemy
It's up to you to choose
Which will you pick?

Escaping your imagination
Seems impossible
That is where one can fly
Where one can dance
Where one can kiss
Kiss the very lips of the one who makes their heart beat faster
Escaping that is just unimaginable
May 2013 · 508
Madness
Cat A May 2013
The madness of the moon
Makes everyone go insane
The mentally stable stand no chance
Only the mad can survive
Living in a collapsed hope
Wishing it would be over
But it's just the beginning
May 2013 · 855
Ignorance
Cat A May 2013
Always in the corner
She hopes that one day she will find out
Yet the madness of the moons takes over
Flustered and paranoid
She doesn't stand a chance
Only because she never knew
But now she does.

Ignorance is strength.

I have a ***** habit of not paying attention
I don't take into consideration the emotions of others
Almost like an animal
Reaction and instinct take over.
Now, I'm here to say sorry
Since the animal took over
The alter ego's Id is responsible
The id is the personality component made up of unconscious psychic energy that works to satisfy basic urges, needs, and desires.
Apr 2013 · 933
Down With Society
Cat A Apr 2013
Lets destroy society
It has hypnotized the best of us
Leaving the weak in awe
And giving the powerful a reason to rule
For we do not stand a chance
Not alone
But together we can rise
And defeat this horrid society that is out to destroy us
Giving us excuses to live stupidly
Killing the precious brain cells that are needed in order to survive
Teaching us new expectation that will never happen
Society has poisoned the brains of the young and even the old
I will be the one who says, "ENOUGH!"
Will you join me in this new world?
Where society does not control your personality Or dictate the way you think
Lets destroy society
Before it destroys us
Mar 2013 · 671
Weakness
Cat A Mar 2013
This isn't me
Never in my life have I felt this way
This passionately about pain
Pain that just breaks your heart
Wants you to die and crumble into the corrupting dark
Leaving just a soulless body
I want to know
Maybe that's my weakness
Wanting to help
Leaving destinies unfulfilled
Cat A Mar 2013
Even in the darkest hour
There is light
Light that is barely visible
Light that could only be seen for hope
Not help but hope
Whatever it makes us believe
It completely changes out attitude
From the bad to the good
Wanting the best
But the darkness gets jealous
The darkness grabs him and consumes him
Swearing that he will return
I'm stuck in the darkness of despair
Depression threatening to overrun
Happiness is not an option
All there is
Is waiting
Waiting for a chance
Waiting for a change
Waiting for the right time
To make the  move
For their first kiss
Or to break their heart
For it never ends
The vicious cycle of emotions
That hungers for the human soul
Ode to Haley
Mar 2013 · 1.0k
Knowing
Cat A Mar 2013
Have u ever seen someone broken?
I knew she was broken
But I became a bystander
She went through a difficult time
She  was having trust issues
I was living my life
Ignoring her
The ******* the other side becomes self conscious and scared
She cries herself to sleep every night
Not knowing what to do
Does any one care?
Say you love me
Finally she is done
The test is over and she tells her story
Seas of guilt attack
And then it starts to rain sorrow
It doesn't stop
Until a city is destroyed
Mar 2013 · 531
Creatures
Cat A Mar 2013
The creatures of night are creatures of habits
Whenever there is no light
No one knows what happens
Whenever it is dark
The secrets are stored away
Nothing is figured out
Nor completed
The creatures of day
Everyone knows what is going on
They have no habits
Nothing can be hidden
For there is everything to see in the light
Only the shadows can be mysterious and charming to hide
The alter ego of man kind is frightening yet beautiful
Mar 2013 · 1.3k
Betrayal
Cat A Mar 2013
Betrayed
By myself
By others
The pain never ending
The happiness it's good
But I can't bare to watch it
Thinking that you can be mine
But it's all just a lost dream
The tears, the thoughts, the breaks
All learning toward one thing
The potential lies come together
To form an endless reality
Of hate

— The End —