Betrayed by a kiss
Lied to by a hug
Left out to dry by a gaze

Enchanted by touch
Encouraged by time
Lust struck by sight

She's that girl
We all know the one
The one we all thought
We knew we had won

I've had many thoughts this day
About you and me and love
We all seemed to meet at once
And I regret none
What I do regret is what I know will come
The ripping
The tearing
The thunderous key stroke of an ***** so vital
So powerful and profound
It makes us weep as young infants and as old adults

Its over.
Its done with.
Im squashed.
You've washed
Your hands,
Of me,
Completely.

Your his.
You are.
I know,
I've lost,
This fight.
It was,
So empty.

One sided,
This fight.
Can't trust?
What lies!
I know,
You fibbed.
You lied!
You cried!
But why?!

Your honesty.
Less humiliating.
Your lies?
So embarrassing…
This truth?
So motivating

Thanks

I hope you have fun
I really do
You shot me down
And lied to me too

Fed me lines of mistrust and longing
Held me like something was really wrong
****** at my emotions with nothing but a glance

But in one fell swoop
One turn of the head
You said so much
About me and you

When are you going to see what i do?
We're perfect don't you see!
Im everything you ever will need!
I'd give it all, I truly would
Do you not believe me?
Do you not believe my groveling?
I know its sad but something inside me says its necessary
Something tells me your not the girl thats going to be affected

But
Today i know where you are
I know what you're doing
I know who your with
and no matter what you say
I know you lied

I hope you have fun
I really do
You shot me down
And killed me too

You'll look away when I ask you the question
I'll ask you whats wrong and you'll say nothing

And Though I know, I hurt you so,  
My heart will cease to stop me

I'll walk out the door, your eyes will fall
Looking to the floor, now awaiting a call

The call wont come, and you know why
You just have to wait till he hears goodbye

This brings but a tear into your eyes
For without his heart, yours may die

Not for years has it been clear
My mind of thoughts of meres and nears
Misses and mistakes, my mind was raked
looking for answers of how to make
sense of the fails, reasons for doubts
i'll give you all my many to pout
Mistrust and misguiding seems the key
For the reason my mind has never been free
They've taken my longing for ones they shouldn't
If asked to repeat, i swear i wouldn't.

my honesty will make you cry
my honesty will make you think
my honesty will make you realize
why silently, on this night i drink
to hope and dreams
i toast to thee
for as a goddess
you were to me
i'll stop my generosity
i'll become that *** you adore
i'll make you realize why, oh why
i was not one to ignore
yet sadly on that lonely night
not for me but you
i'll be there at your beacon call
and travel the night through
at your door step i will pause
i'll think my fears and sorrows
i'll recall your favorite line from me
my hearts yours to have or borrow