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Cassidy Oct 2019
Tonight

As I cry for what once was ours
And what we can’t go back to

As I gaze into
the stars lighting the vast darkness

As I look up at the magnificent sky
illuminated by the moon

I search the stars
Until I find the one

And make a wish
But tonight is different

Tonight, I wish that
Love will find you

Tonight, I wish that
Happiness finds you

Tonight, I wish that
You enjoy life
Cassidy Oct 2019
I don't love you
In the simplistic way

I love you
in a silent way
That never raises its voice

I love you
in the depths of the shadows

With deep chaotic sighs
And tears
In longing

Sometimes missing cries
In ways unknown

I love you
in the deep calm of the night
When I’m scared

And in the storm during day
When I’m okay

I love you
In the uncertainty
Of forever
Cassidy Oct 2019
Last night
We fought again

I’m not sure how it started this time,
Or who raised their voice first.

All I know is that
You’re leaving me with bruises
Too often for them to
Fade

They sting when you touch them
And I bleed

You used to apologize.
You clean me up,
Make me feel better.

But not anymore.
You just hurt me
Again
and Again
and Again.

And I think I deserve it now.
But I don’t understand it.
It hurts and the bruises are constant reminders.

Bruises take time to heal.
And so does all the pain you’ve caused me.
I can’t answer you now.
But by the time the bruises disappear,
I won’t be hurt anymore.

Because I’ll learn to accept it.
Today we had a fight
And I’m hurting
But I’ll just keep my mouth shut,
Because I love you.
Cassidy Oct 2019
If you could read my mind,
You’d see endless
broken stories
Prose
Full of melancholy verses
With tragic pieces

Of unfinished stories
Stories that haven’t had a chance to begin

If you could read my mind,
You’d hear the terrifying screams
And heartbreaking whimpers
From dreams that never stood a chance.

Full of
bloodstained words,
Ringing in my head.

If you could read my mind,
You’d see what haunts me everyday
Things I’ll never be able to escape;

If you could read my mind,
You’d drown in the tears
I never let escape.

If you could read my mind,
You would understand my heart
That still bleeds and bleeds.

If you could read my mind,
You’d see a person
Lost and never to be found

If you could read my mind,
You’d watch a movie
Read a book
You never wanted to see or read or experience or know.

But if you could read my mind,
you would see the happiness and joy
that fills my thoughts
when I think of you

If you could read my mind,
you would see the fairytale I’m drawn to
Where all’s well that ends well
Because you’re in my life

If you could read my mind
You’d be able to see how much you mean to me

If you could read my mind,
You would see the beauty that I see
in your darkest days
and your bravery
lying beneath the fear

If you could read my mind
You would see the girl
Who’s changing the world
every day

You would see yourself
How the world views you

Full of grace, power, charm, wisdom.

You would finally understand that you’re irreplaceable and important and cherished and loved.
Cassidy Oct 2019
There is art
In your heart
Painting the world
With your beauty

There are songs in your eyes
Singing lullabies
Filled with love and memories
Unreplacble

There is a poem
On the tip of your tongue
Words that keep me going
Love

You are tortured
But all things magnificent
My lovely sister
It’s the loudest
When you won't talk
Cassidy Oct 2019
You’re always there to make things better
You know exactly what to say
And what to do
To make things seem like maybe,
just Maybe,

things will be alright.

And I promise you,
I will never take you for granted.
Cassidy Oct 2019
I need you to know
That life keeps going
People get so caught up in insignificant things
They miss the details that matter
Like how your smile lights up the room

I need you to know that our hearts beat for a reason
That no one has ever had to listen
That the world is changing every single day
Because of your brilliance

I need you to know
That people are  kind
But hate what they know they can be but are not
That life can **** happiness
But certain things can bring it back
Like you brought the light back into my life

I need you to know
That life is short and we all die
And life is like an orchestra
Serenading you to loss
But never forget that the music left behind is unforgettable
Like your melodic laughter

I need you to know
That you deserve the world
And so much more  then I can ever give you
That there is nothing I wouldn’t do for you
That I’m always just a phone call away

But most of all,
I want you to know
That there is nothing you can do
And nobody that you can be that
I wouldn’t be proud to say
“That’s my big sister.”
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