odd ducks and space cadets
curry and whistler
sugary innards
emmie is now green
blackmailing her with secrets
dont accept things that are unacceptable
as sweet as pink eye
.

Why is it so hard
To say
Im not okay
I beg everyday for someone to ask if im okay
Becuase im not
I can spill my thoughts out of my gaping mouth
And it would feel so nice
But
When im asked if im okay
I say
“Yes. im just a little tired”
And i am
Tired of a locked door.

Every single one is different
I doubt it
So many of them
Highly improbable
Snowflakes lie.

My dream is
A house i’ll never see again
As a person i’ll never be again
And with someone who won’t talk to me again

We drove together
Your hand in mine
Until we came upon
An abrupt stop sign

You left forever
And without you here
I felt so empty
My life was tears

I brushed them away
I started to look
You couldn’t be found
On any path I took

It’s all dead ends
So I cry over and over again.