the pain is just always there.
never leave,
never cease,
never ease.

-

it did stop hurting,
but now it feels numb.
and the marks you left,
were carved.
beautifully,
tragicly,
sorely,
sadly,
drawn.

'cause you're so drown in her,
like i am drown in you.

i knew how any of this is going to be.
i knew at the end you wouldn't be here.
i knew i should've walk away when everything was still easy.

but i couldn't.

i get it why people choose to run to something else, like cut themselves and bleed whenever they're in a heartbreak.
sometimes one needs a distraction from the pain he's feeling.

and it looks like your distraction is me.

"Can't you see?
I'm here.
I'm always right here.
It's just you who never seemed to notice."

you're such a sight for sore eyes,
but a pain for sore heart.

pain doesn't always come in bruises.
sometimes it comes in smiles and laughs,
and little glances she tries to hide.