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 Jul 2013 Caroline
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Emotion filled my eyes.
Not tears.
I had none left,
when you disappeared.

I lost the one,
who I shared a room,
who I thought gave a ****,
yep, she's gone.

All I see now, is a stranger.
All I see now, is an estranged sister.
I miss her. I always miss her.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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You Sicken Me
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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You* make me *sick
To my stomach
I hope you know that
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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My Throat
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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I feel like I have a lump in my throat
Oh wait, those are my unsaid words
I can't seem to fully understand any of it
Is this what a slow, painful death feels like?
Feels like I'm being punished
My throat is choking
On what?
Oh yeah, on all these unsaid sentences
That I can't swallow down
My throat
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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You push me towards the edge
Every single day
It's so hard to care anymore
When you're there
Ruining me

You drive me to the point
Of collapse
Might as well crash a car
And never look back

Your irresponsibility makes me sick
I thought you were smarter than this
But no, because here I am
Awake all **** night
Just because of your
Supposed dying attempt
Do you not see how much it hurts?
Watching the closest person to me
Acting like that?
I don't think you understand
The pain I feel
When you
are like this

I adore you with my life
But this is wrong
Scaring the life outta me
That's beyond wrong
When you know
I'm not strong

Like, how dare you
I finally got my Insomnia on track
And then you go ahead
And do that
Sick
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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Wow
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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Wow
On such a high right now
And it's not ****
Before anyone
Starts to ask me
Their questions
And things

Such a strange feeling
Not butterflies
In my stomach
But definitely goosebumps
Up and down my arms
Feels like my heart had
A minor love attack
Feels so good though

Happiest I've been in months
Wishing every day and night
Could be like this
So sweet and charming
Soothing and not alarming
And not health damaging
Just a sweet feeling

Can't describe it in just words
So here I am
Writing a poem
Like the poet
I am

Just, so alive right now
Like, wow
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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Princess of the music scene
some nickname her the Queen
because her voice
captivates a whole nation
of people
from around the world
spreading love and joy
to all the ones who listen
to her songs

That's my sister
a living legend
worked so hard
to get this far
now she's here
after years
she got her claim
to fame

Proud of my sister
I love her
This is dedicated to my older sister, Stef. I adore you, princess.

© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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Stuck In Love
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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I don't know if I should
Stay or walk away
If I even could
I doubt that
You complete my heart
How tragic
A player is the one I want
Someone who messes me up
Still, I like him a lot
His words sends shivers
Down my fragile back
His lips make my heart stop
He makes me lose my mind
I'm like, I need to get a grip on this
But I know it's tricky
Let's be honest, I love it
How he plays hard to get
How we fight and then make up
The way we never stay together
Yet, something stops us from drifting apart
I don't know, is it a hidden spark?
Is it hidden love?
I don't know
But my heart sure does
I guess I'll be
**Stuck In Love.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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Weakness
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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You could take everything away
But I'd still remain
You could lie, cheat
Drag me down
Until I'm on my knees
But next to you
I'd still be

I don't understand
How I can love such a bad man
Falling in love wasn't a part of my plan
All I wanted was to feel again
But you gave me more
And I fell deeper
Score after score
And then when you left
My tears tasted bitter

Felt like my heart surrendered
To my careless mind
And lovesick brain
I'm going insane

Love is not what I wanted
But it is what I got
And now I'm crying
As I can't forget it

I can't forget you
Or the feelings I had
No matter what I do
My heart will always
Stay in love with you

Feels like I'm handcuffed
With the handcuffs of love
I feel so helpless
You're a weakness
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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It Takes Over
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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No amount of alcohol
could make me numb out
the thoughts of you in my head
Desire, lust, love
I have the symptoms
of all of the above
You fit me well
like a glove
You fill me up
like alcohol fills up
an empty glass
You're the champagne
of the night
the thrill I seek
my medicine
my remedy
my one need
You're the venom
without the poison
the love, my hunger it feeds
You set my body free
Spiritually
Emotionally
*Psychically
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Caroline
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We exchanged expressions
We shared our emotions
We gave each other love
We went through it all

I loved you
You loved me
That's how it should be
But now, it's different
We're no longer equal
Now, our love is on the pavement
Seems like we had a downfall

The love is there
But not like before
Before it was passion
Now, there's nothin'
Except our hearts
Aching to re-start
Reunite
But we're too stubborn
To make this work

I miss how it used to be
You and me
© Natali Veronica 2013.
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