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Carol Huizinga Sep 2010
Simply said you confuse my brain
Making me feel inside I am insane
Emotions are wildly running scattered
In the grande scheme will they truly matter?
I see into your beautiful sparkling heart
To the point that even to you I have remarked
I never before felt this level of soul depth
So it is very difficult for me to easily accept
Are you supposed to be special just for me?
Or maybe just teaching me to fly being free
I work hard keeping thoughts of you at bay
But baby these images keep coming my way
I try closing my eyes to have sweet dreams
Angels write your name what does this mean
I see it on the wall written in huge bold letters
It doesn’t make my inner confusion any better
Your angels come speaking to me constantly all the time
I hold you to my heart trying to be a mime
Not whisper my hopes, my dreams out loud
I truly feel like I am living within a shroud
Is this finally my soul level presented?
My chance to live life no longer in resentment
To be wild and free my spirit fulfilled with me
Can you see the real soul love meant to be?
Will you understand my angel's glowing light?
For if the writing on the wall speaks true
The angels have told me that it is you
I guess I will have to wait until life unfolds
For asking questions I am never that bold
So until then I will continue to believe in my soul
They are bringing me someone special to hold
Forever I am praying to my angels above
That I will be blessed with this type of love
To journey with a warrior who takes a true stand
Understanding the beauty of holding their and my hand
Truly I do not think I am in love with you
But I see the purity of our souls so true
Maybe it is not meant for me to understand
That is why I must stumble across this land
Questions answered when the time is right
Believing my angels will bring my soul love to flight
Written 2008
468 · Sep 2010
To Touch
Carol Huizinga Sep 2010
Every time you touch me you set off an alarm
I feel the fire, the flames run up my arm
It spreads from head to toe
Perfect places to touch you know
The heat of your lips
I feel in between my hips
Lavishing untold passion unto me
Sending me to unknown places I love to be
The love I feel from your heart
Sets you from others apart
Whispering those words in my ear
God, oh please help me I cannot see clear
Special thoughts we share
I know now what it’s like to care
You took away all the hurt, the pain
The flow of tears disappeared like the rain
You’ve shown me the warmth of the sun
Believing in myself is so much fun
Someone special to hold close
One I can respect the most
This is what I need
To plant and water this seed
I will sit and watch it grow
For love should not be low
To feel really true passion
Hitting us like waves smashing
We should be able to touch
The love we need to feel so much
Written 2004
464 · Sep 2010
Darkness Hunts Us All
Carol Huizinga Sep 2010
I am drowning in a dark pool
Taking the negative to a duel
I summon energy with all my might
Whom will win this final fight?
Behind me stands all that is good
They, in front wear the dark hood
I pray to my almighty mother
As we circle around each other
She continuously walks with me
Giving me the love I share I see
My heart’s strength cannot shatter
I will not be conquered or battered
For I speak the truth of life
Never remaining in your strife
For they silently follow
Ready to swallow
The lost souls are bound
Never again to be found
In darkness they are lost
Evil to them is boss
But I will never give in
Not ever to this sin
I grasp at the power
My soul never to sour
The sword is within my hand
Swinging no mercy where evil lands
Light and love
Always rises above
In us is always the smallest spark
It’s not always given to the dark
You might have won at a time
When self abuse was our crime
But now we stand strong in relief
That love and passion are our belief
You cannot have me or my friends
This is where your path ends
Go back where you came from
My cords are about to strum
As we spread our simple song
For those who have been waiting so long
Climbing this huge mountain
Being washed in mothers’ fountain
Souls full of serenity and peace
Across this land is now released
Whispers are now heard
On the wings of birds
A good riddance I bid the dark beings
The mother’s true light sending them fleeing
For within the swirling light
It was easy to take this flight
Because we have the upper hand
Spirits are the music of the band
Written 2010
435 · Jan 2011
I challenge you
Carol Huizinga Jan 2011
Silence falls across the land
Some may not understand
That light becomes night
But do you have the sight?
Tick tock goes the clock
Broken hearts turn to rock
They have lost the rhyme
The beating drum is off time
Happiness is a choice
Within the truth of our voice
Don't allow shadows to win
Next moments are to begin
Matters not who, or what they are
Stop, look, see that falling star
Shadows are not a reality
Only an emotional fatality
I give you a thought, a smile
Maybe only for a short while
People always come and go
Reason we don't always know
But, I do know this for certain
Pure gold lies under your curtain
Time to cut those binding strings
Open them; allow the light to bring
Magic and miralces to you
Your soul knows it is true
Loudly annoucing it is the time
To once again find your rhyme
Tick tick goes the clock
Challenging you to crush the rock
Written 2011
384 · Sep 2016
It Grew
Carol Huizinga Sep 2016
You wish to yell out and say
I wish not to be prey
Prey of someone's fallen heart
I do not wish to be pulled apart

I want someone to know me
Just allowing me to be
But when this happens
It sends you into action

Who am I
My heart cries
For over 40 years
So many want to domineer

You are so compassionate
All you see is very accurate
But who sees my soul
Look down the scroll

One day
A person came my way
Seen that I needed to heal
Somehow, I did not like this deal

But once you are alone
My mind was blown
It is true
My heart grew!
345 · Sep 2016
You're Thoughts
Carol Huizinga Sep 2016
You said I was not deep enough
Compassion for me was so tough
Maybe I needed more lessons
To see what you felt in my depression


You're thoughts became my thoughts
Emotionally I was wrought
But alas, let me tell you my dear
You're visions were not seeminly clear!

I did show you all of me
Did you ever see, all I can be?
I suppose it doesn't matter
As the friendship is tattered

So many times I wish to phone
Tell you of what it is like to walk alone
But then again you already know this
Fortunatley this life is not blissful

Lessons are learnt
Your visions are burnt
It was far away from the truth
Thank goodness I still have my youth

So I, myself can move forward
Then I no longer need to feel awkward
I am , who I am
I shall never be ******

Hindsight, it was meant too be
I never would have learned to see
Within this I am so happy
Now I can go *****

I will always send you light and love
Asking the angels to bring you above
Now what last words shall I say
Being a seer was not this Day!
330 · Sep 2016
Blankness
Carol Huizinga Sep 2016
It was blank
Part of my brain stank
It was dead
Inside my head

This stroke took me miles away
The funny thing was the smiles
I did not know what just perspired
So therfore I just admired

Nothing seemed to bother me
It was like I just wanted to be
The light was surrounding
Bringing me to a good grounding

In essence I felt so far away
It was just me everyday
Nothing else mattered
Life was no longer tattered

I thought wisdom & gifts were gone
I could not longer help lives along
Strangely enough, I become more
More of what I used to adore

Words were no longer what I needed
Blissful energy is what I greater
Alone, I rebuilt my life to light
Archangel Micheal was my flight

The stars, the moon, the sun
Are my way to run
Darkness is no longer around
I will never allow myself that sound!
319 · Sep 2016
Internet Dating
Carol Huizinga Sep 2016
Oh my God I have found love
It fits me like a glove
We have been seen together
I feel so much better
I saw his eyes
Such a beautiful prize
His arms reach around me
The kiss was so meant to be
Wait, wait, lets get this straight
This was only a half hour date
$1.92 coffee makes me fall in love
I blast him with a shove
Who do you think you are
My words leave a scar
But seriously think about it
It seems love has quit
Nobody has time
For this rhyme
318 · Sep 2016
Medusa
Carol Huizinga Sep 2016
You were born into my hands
Screaming & crying you came out
Instantly I knew I would keep you
Always, I wanted a red girl
Attitude you had
Especially when you would cross your legs
Looking at someone saying I do not want you to pet me
I am better
You so lived up to your name
A beauty
You showed so well
Winning out of all of Canada
I have never been so proud
Everyday I miss you
I miss hugging and loving you
Always by my side in good or bad times
I was never alone
For you were with me
Now you are my guardian angel
With Mom & Dad and others
Sending me so many things
That I know you walk with me
My beautiful red girl
I wish you would have lasted another 11 years
But I was so blessed to even have you for a day
I am thankful I spent so much time with you
Especially before you left
Thank you my gorgeous angel
Mom will always love you!
313 · Sep 2016
Friendships?
Carol Huizinga Sep 2016
What is friendship
Is it a lightship
A warning
That you shall be mourning

You give it your all
Somehow to have it stalled
Being alone now most of the time
This is a huge big mountian to climb

Imagine a friend who leaves you
While you are hurt and blue
Stating it seems to be alright
They are mad at someone elses plight

Let me see
Do you agree
My feeling were hurt
It is the dirtiest dirt

Why read someones texts
This leaves me hexed
Why why why
Makes me seriously want to cry

Therefore you loose many friends
One persons opinion can end
Someone who loves me for real
What a ****** deal

One can never bring you down
Enemies are literally a sound
That you bring to your life
Maybe you like or dislike the knife?

Thank God for angels
A love that enables
It leads you to leadership
Allowing you wonderful new relationships

Crying brings you past mourning
Flying closer to soaring
Within love
Sincerly it does come from Above!
290 · Sep 2016
I see it
Carol Huizinga Sep 2016
It is in my grasp
I see it
I feel it whispering
Twinkling between the leaves
On the wings of a butterfly
Soaring on the eagles wings
Mother this is what is meant for me
Go back to remembering
Karmatic lessons follow you
When will you cut those cords
Freedom awaits you
284 · Sep 2016
Untitled
Carol Huizinga Sep 2016
Darkness?
Bringing a harshness
Surrounding all who walk
Coming from those who talk

Is darkness depression?
Do we need to do a confession
My footsteps are heavy
Walking through this bevy

Crumbling, I lost some ground
Where will I be found
In others opinions
Seeking dominion

Is darkness ego?
This is our amigo
Ruining our picture
Maybe our permanent fixture

Is darkness a victim?
Come see the sitcom
Funny, I should say that
It presents ****

Darkness is it being alone?
This is what we enthrone
Does darkness turn to light
Or shall we keep up the fight?

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