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Carol Huizinga Sep 2010
Simply said you confuse my brain
Making me feel inside I am insane
Emotions are wildly running scattered
In the grande scheme will they truly matter?
I see into your beautiful sparkling heart
To the point that even to you I have remarked
I never before felt this level of soul depth
So it is very difficult for me to easily accept
Are you supposed to be special just for me?
Or maybe just teaching me to fly being free
I work hard keeping thoughts of you at bay
But baby these images keep coming my way
I try closing my eyes to have sweet dreams
Angels write your name what does this mean
I see it on the wall written in huge bold letters
It doesn’t make my inner confusion any better
Your angels come speaking to me constantly all the time
I hold you to my heart trying to be a mime
Not whisper my hopes, my dreams out loud
I truly feel like I am living within a shroud
Is this finally my soul level presented?
My chance to live life no longer in resentment
To be wild and free my spirit fulfilled with me
Can you see the real soul love meant to be?
Will you understand my angel's glowing light?
For if the writing on the wall speaks true
The angels have told me that it is you
I guess I will have to wait until life unfolds
For asking questions I am never that bold
So until then I will continue to believe in my soul
They are bringing me someone special to hold
Forever I am praying to my angels above
That I will be blessed with this type of love
To journey with a warrior who takes a true stand
Understanding the beauty of holding their and my hand
Truly I do not think I am in love with you
But I see the purity of our souls so true
Maybe it is not meant for me to understand
That is why I must stumble across this land
Questions answered when the time is right
Believing my angels will bring my soul love to flight
Written 2008
Carol Huizinga Sep 2010
Hey did you know I was a poet
Some of you might have known it
One day I started to write a few lines
My goodness they really did rhyme
I might put them all in a book
If you’re lucky I will give you a look
But then you will have to see
How ******* up I can be
Or maybe you would see how deep
Reading how my soul likes to creep
In cracks and crevices of the mind
Emotions I like to send you to find
My words may or may not have meaning
I cannot please you all I am no genie
I am sure one of you will dwell within
Come on lets go look beyond; it is no sin
Feel the infinity of your own wave
Before you go to your human grave
Let the spirit bubbles overflow
Watch how you will begin to glow
You just might find who you are
Seeing peace was never too far
Before you go wouldn’t it be nice to know
The grace of love was not just a show
You can still be an angel and devil like me
As long as your true self shines for all to see
so you might not like my rhyme
But we so do thank you for your time
I pray, I hope, your love and learning never end
Blessings I send to all of you my sweet dear friends
Written 2008
Carol Huizinga Sep 2010
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Watching your hair whispering in the wind
The blonde, the silver flying like sin
Before me you stand so tall and proud
You mirror my spirit so strong and loud
The kindness in your brown eyes I am bound
Teaching me lessons I have not yet found
You carry me to places I have never been
Leaving me dumbfounded with a silly grin
When my energy is not quite right
Your energy is about to take flight
Ready to stand up to me with your strength
Taking me to my emotional length
Generations stand behind you
Making your spirit pure and true
I climb upon your back
You always pick up all my slack
Wind whipping across my face
Tears stream from your present grace
Thankful that your spirit chooses me
Teaching me how beautiful it is just to be
We ride fast and furious
Leaving behind only the curious
Written 2010, to my best friend, my horse, the most beautiful palamino!!!!
Carol Huizinga Sep 2010
This is the true story of the way
My imaginary circle began this day
My soul was seeking the light
Cold and shivering in the night
This path was meant to be
My spirit like the wind was free
Tears of sadness ran down my face
Depression crept around my space
Alone my soul wandered in time
My mind trying to find the rhyme
I am strong enough to follow this choice
I sat quietly listening for the voice
My human being crying in pain
Screaming what do I have to gain
I prayed in earnest for the sight
Of an eagle to journey within flight
Rising above this place called earth
I searched the darkness for my rebirth
Clouds parted I could begin to see
The moon in mystery speaking to me
Like the beautiful petals of a flower
I started to feel my own power
New blood coursed through my veins
The great spirit easing my strain
No longer a man who walks this land
I now stand a warrior in full command
My soul intertwined in a new love
Honored in wisdom from above
My soul seeks beauty on this earth
I thank the great spirit for my rebirth
For within my imaginary circle of space
I found the innocence of my own grace
As a warrior I will forever behold
The truth of my own soul
Written 2009 for a friend who went on a 4 day journey in the wilderness to find his soul.  This poem is his native name given to him later on his journey.
Carol Huizinga Sep 2010
Our heart’s depth will shine
Illuminating miracles of light
Mirroring the truth of our lives
In a sparkling diamond mist
Souls merging in a dance
Intertwining our energies
To the lullaby in our souls
Merging the sweetness of bliss
Spiraling kindness and compassion
Engendering a magical world
Existing only in truth
To this warrior I give my heart, my soul
My heart, my soul never given to another
For truly only he will seek
The wisdom in the mirror
Reflecting our spirits' journey
Toward enlightenment
Binding our heart into one beat
I listen for the sound of our drum
For the legend has been told
The love will never cease
Redefining what to society
Is only a single word?
Our souls' eyes will teach
What the world yearns
In earnest to reach
The uniqueness of soul
As one we are complete
I will journey this earth
Within your angel wings
I have waited long
Only to simply learn
I have nothing within you to fear
Unto your eyes
I have no disguise
Until my last breath
Whispering in the wind
Will my love for you end
Written 2008
Carol Huizinga Sep 2010
Angel's love is in my soul
Sometimes the world just takes its toll
I hear their whispers in my ear
But I am too busy with my fallen tears
My mind conspires against itself
With the negativity it has been dealt
I struggle in the darkness of night
Hoping soon again I will see some light
The tangled web I seem to weave
Breaking their hold trying hard to achieve
To run away from the pain
Being cleansed by angel's fallen rain
Reaching, striving, fighting tooth and nail
I climb, I crawl so slow like a snail
Every day I try to let their brightness shine in
The more I do I feel I wasn’t born a sin
My angels are my guardians, my friends
With their love there is no beginning, no end
No judgements are whispered across the wind
I need only to feel worthy of the greatness they ascend
I am no longer lost, in angels I am found
Destined to show their greatness I am bound
Written 2006
Carol Huizinga Sep 2010
I could spend many hours writing to you
But in the end I would start to feel blue
Without the hope of holding your hand
I might as well bury my body in sand
For writing my mind, my soul, my thoughts
Only gives me memories of what I don’t got
I cannot give up my hope to go on
It is the only way to never give up my song
On this site I could have many friends
But that is not the way I want it to end
I want to meet somebody one day
I give my heart, soul, body to stay
I will never stop believing prayers are answered from above
It’s the only thing keeping my smile, my soul flying like a dove
When you read my words
It makes your spirit fly like a bird
I know you understand
You are a kind considerate man
If you cannot open your heart
Just tell me from the start
I will walk away moving on
Nothing is lost, nothing is gone
I would be happy you understand part of me
We could touch, we could feel and see
You’re an angel of light I can see that even tho we are apart
I am thankful for that opportunity of growth in my heart
You’re not ready to explore your heart in your hand
So I am bound to keep walking across this land
Written 2007
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