Had no reason to lie
I’ve had everything I’d ever ask for
You, your life with the details included
Your heart was the greatest piece of the clothing I could ever wear, it showed I could bare your heartaches and continue my life as I was
The best piece of food there is, once I knew I was done with it I realized I could make more and never have to live another day without noticing it was there in the kitchen waiting for me

I was filled with clouds, a foggy light with no direction to attend to
Though I knew I was there, I was shining just to shine and not just for the purpose
Just a sheet of life unknowing and undiscovered of what to do with so much thoughts and misunderstood love
I read you, every character with your traits, telling a story as if your own soul gave it to me
Then I see me at the end of the book still leaving you with hints of what will come to me
The book isn’t finished there is one last thing I want to say before all of this is star dust, I place it in your hands knowing you will fulfill my courtship with you

Can you accept I’m dying?  You’ve loved me since our first date
Became under my spell when we kissed, allowing your self to be open to me
And fell for everything I was when we first had ***, your no longer just yourself, now you have me, half you and half of me
Will you let me have your warmth until I fall out of your arms?
Its hard, it burns your very soul to see the women you have and to hold walk out of your heart
I’ve loved you everyday, every heartbeat has brought me closer to you

Let go of me please, please for me
Just do it, It can’t hurt anymore than knowing you still holding on to me while my soul fades into dust in your hands
Blow the dust, gently into the wind, watch it flow throughout the sky

My love, my last words

I'll hold you close,
I'll pull you in,
I'll kiss you softly
My deadly sin
I won't stop,
I can't quit not till your mine

Your presence is intoxicating me
It burns me up
It burns to breathe
Come a little closer than my heartbeat
I can pull you close
Hold my hand
Under your touch
Under your body
Don't hesitate

Set yourself free with my sweetness

Feeling you
Take all that is me, crown me the star that brightens the shadow
Showing me the world in your hands
I came towards you, I wanted you
You choose someone else, a person who never signaled you to them
Why!
I loved you more then that person would
Just drop it before my wings are torn and you ruin my chances for letting me show you the world
Let me be your wings darling

You have chosen wisely
The only world I can show you is the one with me in my arms cradling our love
I have seen all the prizes I can receive but none where yours are in my grasp
Because I can feel you, your soul crawling underneath
Take what is left of the women that is me
I am your wife
Whether you like it or not
I will stand here

Even though you mourn the dead
You’re tortured in memory
Now that you’re dead your stuck in your own dreams
Your soul fighting for survival to regain the strength to bring you back
The mind so lost its in a creation of your life
A woman you devoted your passion to
Children you raised and loved all dead

Your wife now left with nothing
Only feeling like she is crazy because her painting remind her of her past life
She had it all- family and talent
The husband who was sweet, tender, and respected her
Women respond to that sort of thing
No one will believe that her husband is around her because who trust someone crazy with guilt?

I remember meeting an old woman during high school and she spoke to me about her life and how being the good wife, loyal, and beautiful brought her nothing but loneliness.  I looked at her with question. In the end I told her I was staying with the man who I didn’t love but will always be happy because it was her first love- would never leave.  

You’re dead or are you still alive?
What is dead?  When your heart stops, you stop hearing your thoughts
(Shake my head) that will never be the definition of death to me
Love is the way to make it
You’re now god
You place an image of the one you love in your mind and you are with them
The saying the light of a guardian angel is with you
It’s the person who is still attached to you by love

You can control what happens to you after “death”

Not sure how to realize that your life is heart breaking,
So much lying and hiding from those that love you,
Is this the part where I’m supposed to run to you and beg you to run away with me?
I’ve never had a say in your actions because that would deny you happiness
I can’t complain,
No thoughts,
I’m just another person in your life,

How can I stop to something that I had no cause of?
This man loves me?
So his family says,
I feel so alive,
He has the cutest smile for days when we speak,
None of his other women understand what is so special,
Answer?!

Nothing
I don’t touch him when were alone,
We just hold each other,
Silence and small talk is all this is,
We only kiss four times a day,
It’s chemistry
Not passion or affection,
Plain old fashion love

From a woman perspective wanting *** with “their man” is romantic,
I grew up old views,
Yes it’s romantic but I don’t want him in bed,
For me it’s…
Being around him,
His voice,
Wrapped in his arms,
I think after 2 years or more being with him it will be time,

Not ever will “our love” get out

I’m haunted,
Every shadow is my terror,
Your words in my ear,
Your kiss my lips,
The glow I’ve shown you,
All the lyrics of my passion for you are becoming pain instead of pleasure,
I reached out to you,
In the end I’m left stressing out and dealing with your disappearance,

I’ve stopped crying after the third time you left,
I closed your door,
How can you expect for that door to always be open for you?
I’ve loved you enough to be the only man to see me glow,
Only man to shudder when your lips touch mine,
To shiver when you lay me down,
Why was I the only woman in your bed when so many others wanted you?
Loyalty?
Love?

I never made you choose me,
I never got jealous if you went out with others,
In the end I was the only one in your bed,
I respect and love you for that,
Still you left?

It’s been a day since your “death”
How can I mourn something that since there?
To continue your memory I will keep happiness within myself,
Fight for your love that is still in my heart,
To never glow to any man unless he can make me pure like your voice did,
Its cliché to say I’ll love you now and forever,
I don’t care you only find one

I’m in love with a ghost!

Tick,
Time,
I’m going to lose him,
I glow when I look at him,
I got lost from his glance,

I flew so high,
I let you down and now I’m next to a stranger,
I can blame it on fear or us being over,
I don’t know what to say anymore,
Now you need to give me a chance,

Let!!
Me
Love
You

We both got torn apart,
Let us just hold each other,
I won’t lose him like water through my hands,
So far away,
Yet close to my heart that I don’t cry when you’re gone,

I’m in love with a man that isn’t around