I know I can go with you,
I touched you and you didn’t turn away,
I can hear your voice telling me to remember you holding me,
When I’m alone in bed I feel you against me,
Maybe then I can sleep,
Doesn’t work,
I need you,
Something about your scent sends my body into a sleep,
Relief finds me when my arms are around you,
I do not want to be afraid,
I fear of not breathing,
Sometimes I wonder about the things that happen with us,
I feel like I’m stealing from you because when I reach out you wrap your arms me,
At times I feel like I can’t take another step towards you,
Fearing this will all be a dream,
You’re everything to me,
You find me here,
I want to feel,

You are

You’re my light that leads me to peace,
You’re the man I need,
You’re my strength to keep moving,
You’re the hope that I have,
You’re the life within my soul,

Your everything!

You

You calm my storm,
You never let me fall,
You take me deeper with you,
I can’t be around you and not be moved by you
YOU’RE EVERYTHING!!  YOUR EVERYTHING YOUR ALL I NEED!

All I ever wanted was to lay in bed with you,
Knowing when you run your fingers through my hair my eyes drop,
When you hold me I want to sleep because I’m so at peace,
One night to take a chance,
To love him,
I cracked when I cried in front of you,
You held me and said you would stay until I left you,
It’s been two years since I’ve known you,
I’ve only had three moments with you,
I hold you like your dying in my arms,
I kiss you like if we stop you will fade away,
You pushed me,
I let you,
I gave you all each moment,
All we had was nights,
Fingertips on my skin,
Your hand holding my head when we kiss,
Loving me more,
I’ve gone attached to you when I can’t let go of what I don’t want
I wonder how much it must feel to be loved that much?
I haven't let it go,
My time for action is on a timer,
Soon my love,
There is no way,
No way,
All long as we are both breathing,
We can start living

Having everything you need,
Shaming yourself for all the years,
Locking it all away,
Save it for a darker night,
All the voices that have said you have beauty,
It’s nothing when you do everything when no one watches,
Staying out of the spotlight because it hurts to stand alone,
All those dreams to not share,
That goal that was always in your head will forever remain there,
Not having you isn’t the pain that is going on,
The pressure under the ribs,
Under the heart,
Clawing at you,
Your mind trying to connect with your heart,
To register what you’re feeling,
All of it won’t be there,

You allow it,
I can’t say I’m sorry because time moves faster then you can make it,
The past is how you know your still here.

Time to step out and move,
A risk,
A gamble,
People will hurt,
You will cry,
Nothing will keep me safe,
Not titanium,
Not your love,
People know you as the nice person,
Good friend,
Great student,
Yet momma knows you as a liar,
Abuser,
I took turns with another women to keep your secret,
Both are dead in your closet,
Who will lay dirt at their graves?

They were the space in your chest,
To her you are the morning star,

You have no realization