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Apr 2014 · 18.0k
Battling Demons
Carey Apr 2014
Battling a Demons is like Hell no Heaven
No place to hide
No one to call
Fight has gone
Fight has left
You have won
Carey
Apr 2014 · 1.1k
Depressed Hurts
Carey Apr 2014
Depressed comes
Depressed going
Depressed Stay in my head eating away at me
Depressed brings the pain
Depressed bring the ****
Depressed cut me into two
Jan 2014 · 1.3k
Shallow life
Carey Jan 2014
I'm so fed up of trying 
I'm dying inside 
I can't be brave 
I can't be strong 
I stay here 
Living a shallow life
Bit the bulliet 
Just let away
Carey
Jan 2014 · 568
The dark mind
Carey Jan 2014
on matter how hard I try
I can't beat depressed
I can't beat the worthless feeling
my mind is so dark its pure black

Darkness is my friend
always there
never leaves
Carey
Jan 2014 · 17.8k
not good enough
Carey Jan 2014
not good enough to be alive
I could  just disappear and no one would know I was gone
Im the person who sitting in the corner
Cry themselves to sleep
hope and prayers that I die and never wake up

dreaming is the worst
I never know when dreams stop and real time begins
Carey
Jan 2014 · 1.3k
Feeling Alone
Carey Jan 2014
feeling like **** again
feeling worthless come so easy
I am so worthless
I feel so alone
Im not good enough
Im weak and pathetic

Honesty I wish I had Courage
Stay Strong is so overrated
Carey
I don't know why I wrote this  Just feeling
Jan 2014 · 724
Head monster
Carey Jan 2014
The monster in my head
Calls tell me how weak I am
and pathetic I am

Tells me there is no point in you
Trying anymore
You worthless
Unlovable
And I hate you
Carey
Jan 2014 · 2.4k
Monsters
Carey Jan 2014
I don't fear being depressed anymore
It's the monsters I fear
The monsters in my head
The monsters who told how
Worthless I am

The monsters are so real
I don't where the monsters
In my ends anymore
Carey
Jan 2014 · 3.8k
worthless piece of shit
Carey Jan 2014
Im such a worthless *******
dumb as ****
thick as ****
can't do anything
failure at everything
failure at life
lose everyone at rounds me
Jan 2014 · 988
can't do this anymore
Carey Jan 2014
I cannot do this anymore
As I write this
My heart is breaking and tears pouring out my eyes
The feelings of worthless are so bad that
I really want to end it

Fed up of being depressed
Fed up of feeling this way
Carey
Jan 2014 · 4.0k
WORTHLESS
Carey Jan 2014
WORTHLESS IS NOT JUST A NAME
ITS WHO I AM
I FEEL EVERYWHERE
DAILY IN MY HEAD AND IN MY THOUGHTS
Carey
Jan 2014 · 701
broken like a rocket
Carey Jan 2014
Depression you broken my heart and my spirit
you broken me like a rocket
why can't you leave me
why can't you let me
you hold on tight
you came in hard
Carey
Jan 2014 · 805
Dear Depressed
Carey Jan 2014
Dear Depressed you broken me so hard
It hurts you make me cry
You made me hurt
You made me feel the pain
You sent me into darkness and straight to hell
Carey
Jan 2014 · 5.6k
Everyday
Carey Jan 2014
Everyday is hard for me
the thoughts the feelings
the desire and longing to it the end
and when will it end
How will this end
How can I go on like this

the lack of sleep is getting worse
the thinking and dreaming of dying and death
that live in my head
the hurting and pain never lefts me
Carey
Jan 2014 · 1.6k
Depressed
Carey Jan 2014
Dear Depressed you call me every day
tell me how worthless and weak I am
I hate the hold you have on me
I hate the way you make me feel
I hate that fact the monster in my head is winning
this battle and maybe I will end this monster soon
By any means possible
Carey

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