i’m living in a depression room again
the hurt inside me screaming to get out
but i see no way out
it’s surreal to be living this way
while seeing all my missed opportunities and my failed potential
who i could be
but instead i‘m stuck on the ground
i can‘t get up, i can‘t get better
i wanna soar high up in the sky
i wanna be somebody
but i’ve failed my younger self
in fact i’ve lost her
and currently i’m nobody

how burdensome it all seems
everyone around me managing more than fine and creating wonderful things on the way
while i am here
the floor is what catches me
when gravity hits
and once again my life and what comes with it is feeling heavy
so all i can finally say is
gravity

cherish the good moments
cause they’re rare
but when it happens
everything is worth it
i am grateful
for feeling this way

it’s happy tears
for once
i’m grateful
to be feeling
the way i’m feeling
grateful for this hope
flushing through me
finally excited
for my future

days like these
give me hope
and hope is
what i need
currently
finally feeling like
i can do this
cause a day like this
gives me hope

Do you see the pain in my eyes?
The hurt they had to endure
All these tears
Full of emotions

My eyes hold my soul
My soul is damaged

Do you see the pain in my eyes?

it’s always sad
being left behind by a friend
you have so much memories with
you might resist the slate
but deep inside you know
your boundaries are being stepped over
so you have to let go
let go
let go
let go of a friend