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Cam Stoker May 2014
Alcohol induced psychosis and delusions;
My vision blurred and smeared,
The illusion that everything an intrusion,
My surroundings disappeared..

Reasonless angry reactivity to everything?
Situation completely out of control.
           Are you in there? Can you hear me?
The alcohol seriously; taken it's toll.

     This birthday party just hit the fan!
I'm out, I don't even know where I am.
          That didn't last long, now I'm back in,
               To completely stir things up again.

Completely wild, like light of the full moon!
                                                  僕 わ ばか です!
Will this please get better soon?
                                           Boku wa baka desu!

Fighting yelling resisting choking kicking biting
      punching dragging arguing ruining partying
                   aching hurting destroying SOARING
                                                         ­                 crying...

I'd rather die than go to jail,
                               I gotta be honest,
                 I'd rather turn tail
              Than face charges like this.

     Bridges burnt.
Confidence gone.
And then I learnt:
      Feeling alone.

Wake up.

Broken ankle, broken wrist.
Wired jaw, have fun sippin' through straws.
Tracheostomy, now there's an ugly twist.
This can happen when you break the law.
And jump out of third story windows. uh oh
                                                             ­         d u h

What causes a man to do this. He really should know his limits.
Once again I shall see me in court. Defend myself with dire retort.
Get Under the influence: become insane.
                          Never shall I drink again.
Cam Stoker May 2014
Body radiating an invigorating
Essence of adolescence
Youthfulness; I'm plentiful

Government; I'm plenty full
Had my fill now it's time to get real
This twisted up society's the noose,
Forcibly held up by insanity, just needs cut loose

Afraid to be creative, seek the motive
Stereotypical and judgmental
People are; but you need to find a way to live
Away from the desensitized and weak cultural

Aspects, civilization has come a long way since the Aztecs
Yet we're still all morons, whether we be Muslims or Mormons
We need to wake up and start showing respect to some God
But we can't even respect ourselves, each other, let alone a higher power

Wake up and smell the fresh air
No reason to rag on your kids, your wife, or your neighbor
It's like getting pulled over
You don't feel protected, you feel pushed over

People need to realize we only have one life
So why spend it in hatred and jealousy
Why can't we all just help each other see
We are the ones who create society
Cam Stoker May 2014
[Verse 1:]
Sharp like an edge of a samurai sword
The mental blade cut through flesh and bone
Though my mind's at peace, the world out of order
Missing the inner heat, life gets colder
Oh yes, I have to find my path
No less, walk on earth, water, and fire
The elements compose a magnum opus
My modus is operandi is amalgam
Steel packed tight in microchip
On my arm a sign of all-pro
The ultimate reward is honor, not awards
At odds with the times in wars with no lords

A freelancer
A battle cry of a hawk make a dove fly and a tear dry
Wonder why a lone wolf don't run with a ****
Only trust your instincts and be one with the plan

[Hook]
Some days, some nights
Some live, some die
In the way of the samurai
Some fight, some bleed
Sun up to sun down
The sons of a battlecry

Some days, some nights
Some live, some die
In the way of the samurai
Some fight, some bleed
Sun up to sun down
The sons of a battlecry

[Verse 2]
Look, just the air around him
An aura surrounding the heir apparent
He might be a peasant but shine like grand royalty
He to the people and land, loyalty
We witness above all to hear this
Sea sickness in the ocean of wickedness
Set sail to the sun set no second guessing

Far east style with the spirit of wild west
The "quote-unquote" code stands the test of
Time for the chosen ones to find the best of
Noble minds that ever graced the face of
A hemisphere with no fear, fly over

[Bridge]
The blue yonder where
The sky meets the sea
And eye meets no eye
And boy meets world
And became a man to serve the world
To save the day, the night, and the girl too

[Hook]*
Some days, some nights
Some live, some die
In the way of the samurai
Some fight, some bleed
Sun up to sun down
The sons of a battlecry

Some days, some nights
Some live, some die
In the way of the samurai
Some fight, some bleed
Sun up to sun down
The sons of a battlecry
Nujabes - Battlecry
Opening theme from Samurai Champloo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yu1zT1KjbPk
Cam Stoker May 2014
technology
Frayed wires like spider webs around a broken motherboard
Pieces of green fiberglass and resistors torn
Shattered glass where the screen used to be
Yet the hard drive still carries pictures of you and me

art
Stick glue and duct tape; stitch up what was worn
Pieces of cardboard heart and soul mended; keep each other warm
Splatter paint on each other in white to renew the canvas
Draw new memories in melted crayon

biology
Be the wind that blows new life into my lungs
Be the hiking, the fishing, and the sun
Be the tree with strong roots; grow tall
Be the stone support beneath the waterfall

sociology
Together we can establish a friendship
Between the past, the future, and especially the present
Never give in to tyranny or fear
Live on what you've learned "no more tears"

arithmetic
One plus one could equal me and you
which is significantly equivalent to two
I won't make you divide your legs or multiply
Just hold up my numerator so i can touch the sky

language*
にほんご: 愛してる
Français: Je t'aime
اللغة العربية : أحبك
English: I love you
Cam Stoker May 2014
"the snow creaks under your feet on the fragile wood of our back stairs i'm sitting alone wrapped in crawl spaces and broken melodies heard through thin walls. please forgive me. i just want you to stick around long enough to realize that i'm worth all of the trouble i cause because i'm sure that i will **** this all up somehow so don't let me getaway
i think of all those nights asleep in our bed swearing we will always be this close. flesh to flesh heart to heart i will never let this go
i swear that i would love you forever
so when it all passes will you still run your fingers through my hair and trace my lips with your hands we will still watch our shadows dance on Polaroids and loose leaf paper and i don't want you to be scared anymore because even though i hear angels calling my name it is you they are sending me to, they are sending me to you."
(c) The Saddest Landscape - The Temptation that is You
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7UI1_V5xgDY
Cam Stoker Dec 2013
I've had a few best friends, but none such as this.
I moved up north this year on a whim hoping for renewal.
And a chance at Christmas.
---
That was Summer.
---
Now, it is Novem"brrr",
and I have been in this apartment for awhile.
Myself, my roommates: Jesse Sam & Kyle.

Last night; a fight!! one i NEVER thought would happen.
a drunken brawl for over 1/2 an hour
Each one trying to gain power
over the other.
---
Afterwards, tears were shed, hands were shaken,
places were taken and a pipe was passed.
and upon waking up, each realized their ultimate mistake.
Never shall this happen again for anybody's sake.
Cam Stoker Mar 2013
This is a song for you my dear
You are the reason I have no fear
So go ahead put up a listening ear
Cause this is something you need to hear

All I ever wanted was you babe
All I ever wanted was you my darling

And she said
I need a reason to stay
I want you to make me want you
I need a reason to stick around
Cause every time I do you just push me down
And I know that my safety comes first
So please baby make it worth my time
And maybe one day I'll see you in a different light
Maybe one day I'll see you in another life

And oh I'm a long ways from home
And oh why won't you pick up the phone
I've been calling and calling but all I'm getting's a dial tone
I've been calling and calling but all I'm getting's a dial tone
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