You lay down with dogs,
You've got the worst flees
I lied down with you
Now there's dirt on my knees
I keep having dreams
With you in the rafters
And nightmares that maybe
I can't end our chapter
I keep seeing bikes
With boys on the top
And the lips in my hair
Say "you love him a lot"

We sat playing cards
I was already half gone
And he walked in and stopped the room
How beautiful
How horrible
Do you only love me for the pain in my eyes?
I'll pound it into your head,
Into your chest,
Until you know
I'll scream until you know
Tell her, go ahead
I still feel so hurt and sick
But there's something to be said about the fact
That I know everything
And you haven't taken your hand from her eyes

"And if I didn't love you then I love you now
But it's easy to love something when there's pain in its eyes"
please choose Blake
Please choose Blake
Not Z
Please

seriously **** this
I HATE this

Get away from your friends and over to me

We grow up, grow old
So much they'll ask that can't be told
Waiting for our train,
I'm waiting in vain
The tracks are rusted
And I'm getting cold
Can I just write a note,
And let the ink do the talking?
Is it too soon for stopping?
Can you hear my cells popping?
You be the pin, you're sharp as it is
So this is it
No cure for headsick

Thanks for the bite marks, *******

"He just kept putting me up and putting me down, and at some point I just got tired and numb, so I... lied down for awhile"

So much hate, you take the cake
Compared to me, look at your winning streak
You're what all the kids are into
You're what all the girls have gotten into
Save it for the bedroom
Save it for the full moon
Not this place, we're on holiday
I can't help you through your cage

You made your bed
I won't sleep in it with you
Of course he says he loves me now
Everyone just calm down

James, why you gotta be such a roller coaster?
James, why you gotta be so cold?
You know me,
I'm a lover
I know it don't show,
I'm a rockers daughter

The message I expected
That message never came
A bandage for a bullet
He heard the liquor in his name
Am I in my room,
Am I ever in you?
For a second
I regret it
But we do it,
Yeah we do

He thinks on such big scales
And like a dragon, he's got scales
I reflect in all of them
Given up,
I just fall into it
Just in love
So in love

I need you

Cold showers like summer
Head hot and heavy
The alley is so pretty
Sweet sticky strawberry air
Bare backs, legs, put her there
This is the real kind of June gloom
When its really winter and you miss her

I asked him if he cares
He asked me what I said
I wonder if he'll ever start putting sheets on his bed
Ripping up my clothes never felt so good
And a million bucks says
She'll never know

Wow
Friends
She dressed up
And I didn't
"I'm mad about a lot of things"
I thought about five
He can't be what you need
If he's eighteen

Hard to dress up
And put on a show
When  my supporting actor is in the third row
And tonight when he sees me
He'll give me a wink
And I'll smile so sweet
N' get another drink

So sick of this and that
And movie endings always being bad
And this back and forth
Through a cracked door  
And knowing ill never trust again
And my mom turning the lock
But she can't really walk
Cartoon characters take your place
In this white bed
And my aching head

I will never know why
But I was in the alley tonight
Not our alley, no
The alley
Where we became
The last time I held your hand
When you were sober

Who knew
Loverboy can dance
*****
So wrong
We'll never be right

My neck feels tight
But it's just you telling me
It's not over

18
Eighteen
You legal but you ain't no man

He's freakin out
As the car drives down
Who knew how much fun you could have
In the back of a van
Acid burns
But oh what a trip
Were just friends
I hope he just wants to be friends

I don't want to like this band
This stupid awful band
But it's like they read us like a book
And I can't get enough

Ill never see you
Cause we'll both be on stage
Xo

What the fffffff these,,. ******* on?
Ya friends, textin me
When they're out,, drunk .. On the sceneeee
How/ : does it feel?
Good.?
Probably worse.than it shouldd
,, girls are evil?
You *******,: made us this '; way

Well just shut up
And close the door
I'm sober enough to know
You're never around anymore
"It's all in your head"
That's the problem, man
"Every time I look for you,
The sun goes down."

LA boys never turn eighteen
He'll get mean
Not like, strong
Or protective
Like dark
And effective
Like, he knows just what to say
Words like a slap in your pretty face

I'm
In loveee
With the
Boy

Because whats a bed with no lovers,
And what are screams without teens
It's sad how messed up we get
But we have to
What else can we do

They say you must suffer insanity
And your demons
They must be dark
To become a writer
And I, well,
I'm absolutely mad
Mad for you

I will write
For every time
You cracked your whip
On my dancers back
And I will sigh
For every night
I heard something I shouldn't

She's just breaking
My
*******
Heart
With this story
The story that should've been mine
And beating turns to glass cracking
And falling
Shattering
Always shattering

Keep on with that makeup girl,
You always make the scene
And keep dancin
With that bottle girl
You're the ***** queen
Kiss all those mirrors girl,
You're a lost boy's dream
Tell me again how much you hate this world
I love it when you scream
And you're running away?
All you got is makeup and a pipe in that gray bag
Badass

And he's scrollin through his feed and stops on her picture

And he's always gonna want my best friend

It's so hotttt in here
Get me something to make me feel better
Misbehave with me, babe
Forget her,
I'm your love of choice
And you have all my shoes
Under your bed,
I'm in your head
Shakin my hips, sweet liquor lips
I knew you couldn't resist
We're both so sick

My favorite song after my favorite song
Each line, yeah we sang along
Me and M
At a show for my favorite band
The band that played while I wailed
And smoked
And snorted and choked
And broke down on the floor
And sang and wrote
And ran around, jumped up and down
Screamed and laughed, they were the background sound
And his eyes were so familiar again
And on my waist, his strong biker hand
And standing there with everything I wanted,
I missed you

I can't hear **** and I love it

What did he say?
Piano starts to play
My favorite song and I can't sing along
Tidal wave, my blood and veins
Little girl just playing games
Chutes and ladders,
Still chasing after
A green sky
And the light that's leaving his eyes
Notes, I need you, play for me
Drag me under
Quiet this tide

Bright lights and butterflies,
Lets drink to my demise
I found you just in time
To save my life
I found you just in time
To save my Friday night

Tissues and beers
My own tears
Wasted on you
Gas and yelling
My favorite perfume, so pretty smelling
Wasted on you
Friendships lost, my favorite socks
**** and TV and black flip flops
All wasted on you
I wasted myself on you

I'm sorry everything got so lost
I'm sorry
I'm sorry we are so lost

So here we are again
In middle of the street
Runnin with BB guns
But you'd never shoot me
My number one summer jam
It's too late now

Wish I could get over you
Like I get over fences
But you, my brick wall, it's a free for all
And my brother started talking in his sleep
Or maybe it's just me
I don't know which is worse

Sugar
Maybe it was the drugs
Or maybe it was the devil sharing our shoulders
Maybe the air got too thick
Sheets in a cold sweat
Maybe the power turned out
Maybe the music got too loud
But as long as hell is still burning
I will want you back
"Condemn yourself with this nonsense,
And sure as hell I still love you."

I never sleep anymore
That's the price I paid for you
And I keep playing air guitar
I need to find something to do

The phone lines
And chain fences
My love list
I miss cracked sidewalk
Dried weeds
Rusted cars and sticker trees
Southern Cali sunset red
Sugar buns and monkey bars
I couldn't speak Spanish, but I know who you are
Latin music
Cha cha cha
The best

2003, where did you go?
My Scene dolls and All Time Low
Red Jeeps and glitter cheeks
Thirteen and hip hop beats
Tube tops, pop n lock
Don't forget your frosted lipgloss
Butterflies and Blink's First Date
"Forever Yours" on a silver keychain
Belly rings, snorting pills stings
Tiered skirts and ankle bling
TLR, Summerland
South of Nowhere, Degrassi: The Next Gen
Nicole Richie and Paris Hilton
Travis Barker and Ashlee Simpson
Fall Out Boy and Timbaland
Pete Wentz almost ended it
Promiscuous, Grand Theft Autumn
Jeans hung low, and girl you got em
I wanna live there over again
Everything was better then

Truth be told, it's getting old
Couldn't decide whether to toss you
Or cross you
Lips like limes and cyanide
Slip a thread around my neck
Press the dimmer in my eyes
With every lie, every lie
Every look, "until next time"
Put me to rest, I love your bed
Miss sleepy head
Since when did I have a bed time?