You think you crazy?
LIL GIRL GO BACK TO BED
Close your always open mouth for once,
You ain't seen insane yet
I'm sick, a candy sweet *****
You want another cavity?
Come take a lick
I'm right on the edge,
Shut up, you know what I said
So now you hard? I guess now you'd rather be than receive
I'm borderline like Marilyn, Anna and Britney
Angie, Amy, and baby Lindsay
You so worn out,
Won't survive another trip to the washing machine
This ain't a poem, it's a rap
And you bout to be my afternoon snack
Maybe not, I'm trying to watch my fat
Not that i eat too much anyway,
Watchin you taught me better than that
Sit down,
You're a ****** joke
It's all in the lines,
Your past says so

You know.
You ******* know.
You liar.

They nailed my window into the wall
So I broke the glass
They put screws through the screen and frame,
So I ripped that
They told me not to curse,
I wrote **** on the wall
They say that feeding us is starving me,
"Is that all?"

For a girl with a dress sewn of guns,
Flashing lights in the night are much fun
And to a boy flown in from such a cold state,
She looks of a Bonnie on the run
She's hazy and he's dazing in her tan skin,
He'll fire up, she'll go right up n kiss him
She's always got one more,
He's got his cell and a board
Tonight lets find a room to play house in

I've got my heel to your throat.
Scream baby but the whole town knows
Do you know?
How're those plans comin?
Have those plants grown?
Like a spider with a busted leg,
Bad idea to be in my room all alone
I'm master,
You're just a SIDE SHOW
A top 40,
What a joke.

We coulda burned this whole city to the ground. Our heat was like a pride of tigers, and they ripped through every canvas wall and tore them to shreds. We were hot. An electric telephone wire engulfed. We coulda melted them, baby.

My muse?
She has a name, Carmen
We've got a lot of this
Energy,
Well, it's bubbling
And bouncing, pounding even
That's what's hitting the walls,
My jaw,
Time, money
Both I've spent way too much of
I wished s(he)'d hit me
But if so, here we go
Uh oh

Grey, it is thin
When it's all either black or white
My muse, she's become a bothered one
Looking for a fight
You cool her
And finally she'll lie down to rest
In my souls jewelry box, my chest
You are like the gentle giant,
The carpenter,
Slowly fixing walls
And I'm a wreck
A pretty mess
And you're the best

But you woke up didn't you?
Let it go, as it flows
All okay

I told you I was out front. I was... waiting, watching the back door,  but it didn't open. I heard crunching coming from the other side. Sophie, she looked to me, and I looked to your noise. You came from the back of the house, you had, a giant machete, it shone like, like sharp teeth. I asked you, "why do you have that shoved in your belt?" You said, "some bad ***** goin on, Calli."

I can see radio waves
And when the dust bunnies shed,
It looks like fireflies
And tightrope lines
Caramel filling after minor crimes
We'll be fine
Not even on the last ring,
But I didn't think
Maybe you saw,
Probably not

Sun!
My purple is back,
Gold, fills in
Rosy cheeks, painted feet
And he is so good
The beach,
You and me
May, July
The best in between
Streets, how you cradle me
I'm just filling up with the electric chords and drum beats
Nini, Nani, my Sophie
My babies
I love these

These bees
And this ink machine
Rumbling,
And the rattle never comes
But I wait for it
Come cut the gray screen from me,
The prettiest scissors I've ever seen
But oh, the bees
They, yes, rumble me
"You're okay,"
I hope today's the day
But my LA is full of rain
And so is its gold girl,
It's scene
It's party queen

There was an apple
Of ruby and gold
In a town of pigeons, young and old
It was sad, and wanted love
But all the pigeons had to think with,
Were stones
They jumped and flapped,
For they couldn't see
Just how precious a golden apple could be

Zeros and ones
Zeros
And ones
Vibrate, vibrations
My colossal,
Speck of isles and nations
Half step, half of half step
Never the wall, can't feel it yet
Am I?
Tying... no
Am I tying my own knot?
Not?

I'm walking,
And all I see are little puddles of blue
Blue, how typical
Blue, that's tries to be red and green
Blue, that will never see into me
Where are the crazies?
My ocean of rainbows, deep?
I can't live with the roommates in my head
They like to fight over chores while I'm not sleeping in bed
My muse, she's a hider
Wants me to speak for her
I can, lady, I can
I always have
It's the words they don't understand

I have a NEW m
Oh, and, I only liked you for your cats, and your back, and the pins on your hat. And guess what else? He has a jacuzzi, so ill let your mind run around wild with that, Loverboy.

Where are your pages?
Your binding and ledges?
Boy, I'm lost in your pool light
My skin in the moon and versa vice
Quiet cricket picket gate
I'm a bunny, and I'm so very late
Was this our very important....date?
Lawn chairs, curls in the air, or, your hair
I saw you stare

Something...sweet, sticky
My boy with marks
You in the dog pound,
Oh well baby, I can be the mail girl
Bark and howl
Steam all in your veins, can't tame
My blanket of stains and metal remains
Scraps
Be my scraps?
Be my bad?
Wanna dance ?
Yeah, he'll wanna dance

*******, punk isn't dead

You could never just tell me
You had to show me
By(e) not showing me
The silence broke when it didn't matter
They're noticing
They don't come around do they?
I was the aurora to your hurricane
Now it's just rain

Give those minis a twirl
Lashes a curl,
Tambourine girl
In the back
Shimmer curtain, spotlight slack
All eyes are on you
One of the cities better views,
They say
What are you drowning?
You sat up silent
So he stood up and went
Quicksand with a layer of gold on top
Like the cymbals you clap
Against your hip, hop
He will be your drummer
Belle stunner

I wish your black wings would speak to me
Sunscreen, we scream, for ice cream
Unclean with chlorine
Sublime, why did he have to die?
And Amy, oh why, I could never sigh
Enough
On a scale of broke to come-up,
"How much can we get?"
Enough to make a day of it

All I wanna do
All he wanna do
All she wanna do
How much can you do

Yeah
Okay
Look at me like I'm so crazy
For drinking wine
But what did you do this very last night?
I don't know where Im going with this, all I know is you're an idiot and now I have ******* PROOF that you're an idiot but ill never get to use it in an argument because you're a little speck that's already dissolved

Sick
Nauseous
This is making me
SICK
And
NAUSEOUS
I can't find meaning between book lines
Without you
Or my bobby pins in the carpet
Without you
With, without.. You
Baby, you
She's still making me sick
Sick
And
Nauseous

Eyeeeee
Kneeeddddd
Yooooooo

My rock bottom is an endless abyss
A trainwreck that keeps going,
And deals with the hits
I'm a tiger, I'm a bull
A titanium doll
**** heart,
Leather, chains and all
Don't bother
It goes in one little ear,
Slinks out the other
Another drink goes down,
Disappears like the others
But I love my boys
My girls, my time
The same boy, the bumpy ride
They cry, I shine

I'd think,
How much did I really affect him?
Baby you didn't answer
You didn't have to
For, as soon as the screaming was done, and us was gone,
You rearranged your whole room

You "fix it"
N change it back,
You're a water bed,
And my nails are in your
Yeah, your back
I can't stop
Like, why do I NEED chaos?
Your loss

No, *******, I WILL compare drug addiction and being in love, because I've gone through both, and the only people who say you shouldn't are the ones who haven't gone through either ******* one. And uh, yeah, *******

It will be okay
We will be okay
Love her,
And remember
And sing forever
I love you
I will see you soon

I asked if he would care
He said "about nothing else"
So why am I in your new sheets by myself?
He said if I jumped or cut
Or popped or dropped
Ink is what would cover his heart
Of a C or a star,
Maybe our melody's bars
And just for that I would do it
But would he do it?

You took my gold hair in your hands like cloth
Well oh, baby, it's yours
Wash, rip, take on and off
Hang up, take down, fold, fade n stain
The fibers bend
And colors blend
Oh harmony, of the 808
And me
Why are you in my spot?
Girl, I'm tired, and you're taking it up
Tainting and painting
Over my art
Take your angels wings, fluttering
You don't wanna start

Yeah, whatever
Of course you don't remember

I'm still the one you call when you're drunk and just rolled a blunt, so, who's really got it bad?

For them I am strong,
For you I am weak

I woke up with a stabbing pain in my stabbing pain
Tasting dryer sheets and your last name
You said "I'll see you later"
And I hate her for that
Tears on the good leather
Or nauseous days
Ill choose the latter
Baby dont flatter
Your misery

WE BOTH KNOW BETTER
THAN TO BE ALONE TOGETHER

And I had to put something here because this ******* website made me.

Lips on my back
Hands round my waist
We're probably gonna crash
But going out,
I wouldn't want it
Any
Other
Way
Nini, in the pass seat
Laughin in between screams
What a good dream
It was just that, a dream

You are the pavement
In my bounce house
At this child's party
What,, what do I do without?
Fifth? Will you help?
You couldn't be a man
Tired of your shy
Glue your addict eyes to mine
Tell me
Tell me
You know I love the pain
I've always loved the pain
Last night like last time

Girls and boys at war with love
Could use us as an example of why it *****

"I like that shirt, it looks good on you"
"I like your nails, that colors cool"
You have to forgive
To feel anything again
Even if you can't
Even if you can't

Angry is sad
When the drinks are strong n bad
You can't do this again
You can't baby, again
Not with her
Spare my wild soul

Your eyes are pink and weak and wanting

It's like, going to sleep every night is little naps, and then once you've been exhausted fully by life, you fall asleep for good and that is going to bed

I knew, I knew he would, I knew and I did nothing, I did everything

I'm always waking him up
Erratic
Erratica
Hmm..
I think we have something here
Help me finish this song?

The list of reasons he gave me for staying was blanker than my stare

I'm evil and I glitter
I love their screams
Nails in deep,
You just love the heat
I know I did something bad
Cause my mouth taste sweet
Better than cherry juice
Worse than lovin you
Jennifer Check can't touch this
I've got the sick
Gimme a kiss