You're everything I want,
Because like my favorite song,
You're everything I'm not
You treat me good,
I'm all bad
You're the most undeserved thing
This spoiled brat has ever had
Is it worse to be unaware
Of the rubble left in your wake
Or see it just so clearly,
And do it anyway?

I keep betting on you,
You keep throwing the game
I've dug a trench just walking in place
It'll rip me to go, burn if I stay
I roll the dice and take the pain
Like getting 22 over and over again
I'm losing my money, I'm losing my grace
I must love how it hurts since I've been insane
I have no excuse for this trip down the drain
Marbles we are,
You're the one that strays
Rolling out of my circle chain

I need a light,
I need a sign
I feel you ripping through my chest with a white hot knife
I fall on the rocks and feel the grind
You've let me down for the lucky thirteenth time
Tell me why,
And I'll tell you lies
Like our sky is blue and my hummingbird
flies
My chest is on fire
And my skin is too tight
I see a fault line in your amber eyes
Holding my wrists,
Should've been our night
Tell me why,
And baby I'll lie

I'll rip her to shreds,
For what you both did
I need to make marks so it won't happen again
Something that says I have the upper hand
Violent red fingerprints around two necks
It's either up in flames, or be a man
You better mean it when you reach for my ****** hands
That held my heart so I could sleep again
That locked in your hair on a dark blue bed
Who's knuckles you kissed when you asked me to dance
I swear to god if I hear that name again
The windows will rattle
The beams will bend
The clocks will fly from two to ten
How could you crush me after all that we said
I meant every word and every second I spent
Watching your mouth, curled into your chest,
Tracing the muscles on the back of your neck
Fighting myself to make sure we would last
You say what you mean
But don't mean what you said
You're an iron brand and I'm solid ice in your hands
Melt me down and freeze me again
Leave me then
Just leave me then

**** the dogs,
With iron rods
Hold them down and drown them
Chain them up,
Clicking guns,
Like the mafia is heartbroken

Burn the snakes,
A stone cold face,
As I watch the slithering pile
It will **** me when I wake
But the morning seems a while

**** the dogs,
For what they've done
And crying, show no mercy
When I see his pathetic bleeding eyes,
Then I'll know he heard me.

I'm all red eyes
In a tiny black dress
Shooting daggers at the ground as I stomp down the steps
I'll ask you once and you better say yes,
You shatter me like the mirror I'd watched you in
Waiting and waiting and hoping again
You say you're bad with words, but that's all I have
Replaying and playing and playing again
With nothing to hold for the time I've spent
My nerves and my heart at war again
They're tired but ready like they've always been
I promised them peace, what a liar I am
Hurting and hurting and hurting again

When he says be safe
He means be good
I'll act just like a girlfriend should
When she's got ten years of ****** up under the hood
You know I go from zero to eighty to ten
You know her and I are more than just friends
You, good boy, heart hot beating gold  
I'm your opposite with briars and a silver soul
I'll twist the wound and scare you cold
But I look so good in the hallway door,
Arching my back on the bedroom floor
You know well enough how I want more
"Be safe"
Baby what are you worried for?

Baby I'm
A hot flicker in a glittering flame
From a cold night sweat, I call your name
I just can't stay in this place
It's all too much because it's all the same
Pull me in like I knew you would
I counted us out,
And now I can't get enough
I breathe in and out,
My own air chokes me now
Empty space
That you don't cut through
Is not the same


And I'll say it again,
For you this time
I ******* NEED you like the nights
Like pillows in a missile fight
I'm just shaking and rolling around,
You'd never let me go down