It's raining again
I try to catch a drop
But I don't even know
if it fell from heaven
or my cheek
Winter is almost there
My gloves won't hide the scars
The cold breeze will stroke my hair
And it will make my tears freeze
Before they can fall on my lap
The bonfire climbs up the sky
The smoke makes me think of a cigarette
How they make you warm from the inside
But eventually they **** you too
And that's what I want
If I'm dead, I will never be alone again
The flowers, the ants, the ground
Will give me some company
Or will I be thrown away,
My whole life burnt into black ash?
It's snowing again
I can feel you looking at me
I try to stay focused on myself
But my eyes can't resist the beautiful human being
That's dying inside of me
Winter is my favorite season. <3