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Cali Nov 2013
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But you know what

Nobody understands

And no one ever will
Cali Nov 2013
It's raining again
I try to catch a drop
But I don't even know
if it fell from heaven
or my cheek

Winter is almost there
My gloves won't hide the scars
The cold breeze will stroke my hair
And it will make my tears freeze
Before they can fall on my lap

The bonfire climbs up the sky
The smoke makes me think of a cigarette
How they make you warm from the inside
But eventually they **** you too
And that's what I want

If I'm dead, I will never be alone again
The flowers, the ants, the ground
Will give me some company
Or will I be thrown away,
My whole life burnt into black ash?

It's snowing again
I can feel you looking at me
I try to stay focused on myself
But my eyes can't resist the beautiful human being
That's dying inside of me
Winter is my favorite season. <3
Cali Nov 2013
It's 3 am again
     The time of the day I'm alone
Like every other teenager

      It's 3 am again
I look at my phone, the city sleeps,
  And wakes up tomorrow again

           It's 3 am again
   I feel lost in my own thoughts
      And I'm drowning in my own tears
              
              It's 3 am again
I turn on the lights and pick up my addiction
   But I promised myself to stop
                
                  I don't know how late it is
  I hope it's not too late to say goodbye
     Heaven waits for me
Not all heroes wear capes
Cali Nov 2013
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I know I do have a heart
I know it pumps to keep me alive
But I don't feel it

I know I do have a brain
I know it makes descisions for me
But I don't agree with them

You were born an individual,
But from the inside we're all the same
They say be yourself,
Although you shouldn't be different

Boom boom boom boom
I can hear my heart,
But others can't

My brain controls itself,
Others don't

I am myself,
But everyone is
So what's the meaning of being you,
If everyone can be me?
Cali Nov 2013
See the stars
How they shine for you
That's what people tell me
But I think it's wrong

Because I know stars can't shine
Without darkness
But I can't see the stars
Because my eyes won't allow that
Cali Nov 2013
I looked at the boy
Who sits 2 seats behind me
He didn't realize how
Beautiful
He was

I winked at the boy
Who sits 2 seats behind me
He didn't realize how
Perfect
He was

I kissed the boy
Who sits 2 seats behind me
He didn't realize how
Wonderful
He was

I loved the boy
Who sits 2 seats behind me
He didn't realize how
Lovely
He was

I think about the boy
Who used to sit 2 seats behind me
I hope he finally realizes how
Beautiful
He was
Suicide is not the answer
Cali Nov 2013
Teenagers are so mean
Teenagers are so rude
Teenagers are so mad
Teenagers are so sad
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