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Cali Nov 2013
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I could tell from her eyes
              That she didn't really
                        Smile
Cali Nov 2013
I drop my bag on the floor and run to my room
The only place where the real me lives

I turn on the radio and listen to sad tunes
The weather reflects my emotions

I look at myself in the mirror and see a girl
But what's inside of me stays invisible

Humans are monsters, they told me
But I'm not quite sure if I'm human

Because humans smile and humans cry
And that last thing is the only thing I seem to do

Other feelings, other emotions get turned off
It's like my monster contains of rain

Sad and slow, falling on the ground
Drowning in its self,
Trying to swim

Drops fall of my scars
I've cut them open again
Because my monster
Needs to cry too
Cali Nov 2013
"I stopped" she whispered in my ear.
The smile on her face was
real
For once.

"I'm recovering" she whispered in my ear.
The scars on her wrist were
fading
As time passed.

"I'm happy" she whispered in my ear.
The music playing was
positive
That day.

"I'm falling" she whispered in my ear.
Her sleeves were
long
Again.

"I'm depressed" she whispered in my ear.
The monsters in her head were
killing
Her from inside.

"I'm dying" she screamed in my ear.
My help was not
enough
To survive.
Cut cake not wrists.
Cali Nov 2013
When I was younger I
Used to think
Growing up didn't
Take so long
You would learn about
Things you need
In life,
And get a bigger brain
And a bigger
Heart

But being an adult
Isn't a job
Nobody understands
What to do
Because we don't learn
About responsability

Our hearts stay the
Same size,
Only the cracks
Start to show
I feel free
I feel freedom
X
Cali Nov 2013
Hiding is an action
Society made up

Tears are the
reflection
Of missing freedom
In your soul

Food will cover
Up your heart even
More

Thoughts build a
Wall of the
Perspective of feeling

Eventually you will
Break into onethousand
Pieces

Maybe society wants us
To be skinny so
We don't have to
Build our wall
Keep eating,
It keeps you alive
Cali Nov 2013
Everyone searches but
Not everyone finds
Hearts fade away
By the simple breeze of
A cold soul
Trust is broken, all
Because of the unfinished
Truth and the infinite
Lies.

Everyone fights but
Not everyone survives
Closing your eyes doesn't
Mean giving up, it
Means taking away your
Own pain and forget
About everything for a
Second or more.

They told us dreams can
Come true
But forgot to mention that
Nightmares

**are dreams too
Love
Cali Nov 2013
What if one day,  
Luck is for the weak ones

For the teenagers in highschool
That get bullied every
Single
Day

For the kids that can't play
Because they have to work
And they don't even know
How to be young

For the adults that are getting
Threated like animals

For the older people around us
That simply are
Forgotten

For the unborn
That can't choose their home

For the people on our planet
That aren't that lucky
Who cry themselves to sleep quite often

That miss someone so much
They've lost themselves
In their search for happiness

Because after every hurricane
There are still drops
*We're up all night
To get lucky*
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