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Cali Nov 2013
Last summer
I lost my soul
It has been stuck
In that house for
Ages, still unsolved

I don't have to tell
You I became a ghost
Wandering in the
Losing hopes of my
Dearest family, my
Loves

Late at night, when
My miserable heart
Says I need some sleep
I think about who I
Should be

Can you feel regret
When your life
Is not even there?
Can you love yourself
If you lost your soul?

Can you sleep
When your heart says
How?
I don't even know
Cali Nov 2013
I want to just feel how you hold my hand
How you would try to save me
When I get caught by the monster under
My miserable bed
I want to know if you have scars
On your arms or on your heart
If it's broken or bent or
Something inbetween, like mine

Tears land on your chest
When you tell me how pretty I am
But who loves a girl that is in
Such a big struggle with herself
That she doesn't have the courage
To give her heart for the fullest

But it's teared apart already
So if you hurt me I won't react
Like your typical girl next door
Because my pain solves itself
By hiding in the dark
It'll be all alright. Follow me for more poems. Love
Cali Nov 2013
How is it possible that friends
Fade away like a flower in fall
Follow the popular ones like
They are made of pure gold
Forget about their values
And wonder why you look
So sad

Can't everybody just accept the fact
That you should be loyal
You can't always be the king
But you can open your heart
To people whom you thought
**would never like you anyway

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