Could it be, this perfect being
Wrapped up in an earthly guise
My eyes averted, even fleeing
Every other girl intent on meeting
I look up to the bright blue skies
And hear my heart loudly beating
Her eyes her eyes are all my mind cries
So much time yet it is fleeting
You are my angel in disguise

This emotion that has found me,
This perfect girl that has bound me,
Her warmth gently surrounds me,
As the sun warms my body,
Her hands silky and smooth,
She is the picture of what I embody,
The perfect girl from which I will never move,
All her features are perfect;
Eyes from a sapphire lake,
Skin so soft only God could make,
Curves that I touch and can't help but intake,
A laugh that gives my trouble a break,
I can't describe what she means to me,
This emotion that has found me,
This perfect girl that has bound me,
Please, God, all I ask for from you,
Is wisdom and power and to honor you,
but there's one other thing if you didn't mind,
I really do love this girl and this is really insane,
But after everything falls, I want both of us to remain,
This emotion that has found me,
This girl that has bound me,
Has somehow turned my heart into my brain

What's happening
I'm losing myself... I think
I'm not sure what to think
How to think
When to think
When to let go
When to hold on
When to let it out
When to keep it in
Confidence.
Something I once had
Something I long for
Is it my uncertain future?
Is it my easy past?
Is it my sheltered upbringing?
How can I find it again?
I dream of my old ways
Carefree
Stress free
Relaxed
Goofy
Loyal
Secure
I need that back
How do I get back on track
I've fallen
Way too fast
I can't see
Just what I used to be
And what I am now
I feel generic
Ordinary
AVERAGE
I want to feel like one of a kind
Please
You can
And you do
I just need that from you

I'll love you, even if you do everything wrong
I'd spend all my money on you, to the very last dime
These feelings I have for you are so strong
The closest I get to you when we're apart, is through these silly little rhymes
If I could, I would write, to you a mushy love song
My memories made with you are some of my favorite times
I want to see you, I miss you, but it hasn't been long
I was at a loss for words when I heard this song, these particular lines
These lyrics, when I'm sad, in my heart they truly belong
"You'll never be alone
When you miss me close your eyes
I may be far but never gone
When you fall asleep tonight just remember that WE lay under the SAME STARS"

I can't sleep,
You're on my brain,
Nothing specific,
I just can't refrain,
Such good moments with you,
Kissing in the rain,
I'm chasing you in my dreams,
Where you take away my daily strain,
I'm chasing you, chasing you,
Maybe it's all in vain,
But the way you look at me,
Makes my heart want to attain,
The perfect girl my eyes will see,
Girl, you have me bound to a chain,
When I was little, I learned one thing,
To hit your goal, high you must aim,
I'm afraid I'm aiming for heaven this time,
But I need you,
Because without you, I'll never be the same

Reliving battles won, battles fought
Thinking,
Appreciating,
Everything I've got
I used to be a robot
You showed me how to feel
In my heart I've got a knot
You are so unreal it's surreal
You're so cute, can you please not
I can't not think about you, I can't stop
When you kiss me,
You make me feel as if I'm at the very top
Feelings so good, they cannot be bought
Future uncertain but one thing I know
No matter what happens at the end of this show
We can make it work,
I won't ever let go,
you're way too rare to say "I'm sorry I can't, no"

What do I do?
Blurry vision, hot tears in my view,
Opportunities came, said hi, then away they flew.
I feel alone in a crowd,
Around many bright lights, but cast in a shroud,
My thoughts, so confusing, I can't say them aloud.
How will I get by?
I want to leave and give up, I know I should try,
But one more night like this and I might die.
Never felt this way,
Living day to day,
Losing, finding, then again losing my way,
Waiting for the end, the 31st of May .
Fantasizing of summer nights with you,
When I see you, all I can do...
Blurry vision, awed, happy tears in my view,
Opportunities came, said "hi, I want to stay with you".
I feel on top of the world in a crowd,
Around many bright lights, knowing I'm the most important one in your comforting love cloud.
How will I get by?
One night with you and you convince me I can fly,
I want to leave and give up, but to you I could never say goodbye.
Never felt this way,
Living day to day,
Loving, molding, then again loving you among the fray,
I'm waiting for the end, that final awful day,
That marks the exciting beginning, of many, many, long summer nights with you.