i'm sorry i cant be who you want me to be
i'm sorry i cant please you

are paths have started to split

you go one way                                                   i go the other

the me you once know has grown older
i started to be come the person i wanted to be

we were once good friends
but now your getting mad and yelling at me

we are taking are different paths

live your life the way you want to
and slowly ill become ghost

You take many lives way to soon

And you cause so much pain

You cause people to be sad and cry

You would think
With how much money has been put
To find a way to get rid of it
It would be gone

I sit here hungry everyday but I give up my lunch so you can eat

I do things to make you happy even if it means to give up my own happynis

I would give up every present under the tree just to get you one

I stay by your side even though you have another

Just once I want to hear you say you mean the world to me and I'm glad you stayed ever though I don't desever you

From when we met I liked you but soon I will learn your true plan

I was sweet and nice got you stuff as a surprise

They told me you had someone else while you had me

For when I asked was it true you would tell me not to worry that they were only jelouse

I had been hurt from that night you asked me to home coming and you showed up will all your ex's who took control of the night but you where to fair gone to remember who I was

I took you back cause I felt bad but that is when I learned you plan

You called me ugly, slutty, stupid in every text you sent me, told me you would rather die then to date me, then you killed me saying you were only using me

todays day and age its all about the popularity and what you have
but why so you can fit in what so important about fitting in

from when we were little we where little we were told to be are selfs, not to be someone whos fake

so why is it that you have to be fake something your not to be popular
how i see it the people who stays who they are and never changes for anyone exsept for them self should be popular

they want look down one someone for doing the right thing, well i look up to that person

for they will go far in live and have a real life know what the real world is like
but for a person who is fake will get torn apart in the real world and they'll look back a see maybe they should have been them selfs and not fake

Guy can be so cruel

They think dating a lot of girl is something to brag about
They way I see it that you just get bored and though them away

You swear they think of new ways to reck a girl life just to look cool but for what
To be popular

They cheat, they lie, they do what they please
Not every guy is like that I know that

But just think you know what loyal is they dont

We can give them everything they want and they still will hurt you

Guy can be so cruel

ive made my voice heard and it so wonderful


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this is me doing something to try to help save me from moving im caitlyn

Before she was moody
Any day I would take you in again
Big body and small head
Young

Before she looked like a turkey
Only under the shed
Only dad could train her

It makes since to me

I come from a town how if your not from here your nothing

They think there the best of the best

Come to find out it was the colonie for the royal they think there royal oh its funny

I can't wait till your here
But you will be here one day

I want to hold you in my arms
And so does Chris

You will be are little girl
We love you already as if you were here

I can't wait for the day you come

You are perfect to use
We can't wait to see you, hold you, and love you

You are, are little girl

Bell we love you

So you don't like me
I'm OK with that does it change my life at all no
I could be the nicest person in the world to you
And you still wouldn't like me

I may be different for you and that's OK
You may not like me for who I am
Or who I'm friends with in the end I does not matter

It only matters whats on the inside not the outside

It may seem like nothing
But to someone it means the world

You stand there with your best friend
Know she's in trouble
Scared for her life planing on not going home

But yet you stand there telling there your coming home with me

You don't care about anything else

You just stand there holding them letting them cry but all you do is stand there holding knowing its means a lot

For when you know they don't get much
So you bring even the most simplest of things and yet they act like you gave them the world

No matter what you stand by there side

It may seem like nothing to everyone else
But to one person it means the world

We go over the same stuff in school for years

What's the point
We already know this

Teacher tell us to say awake
But how can you went you already know the stuff

Maybe if we didn't go over the same thing over and over again

We would have less years in school

This is to all to girls that have been called ugly or cheated on

You are not ugly and you'll never be so one guy doesn't like you so what you can't please them all your beautiful in your own way that make you, you

If a guys ever cheated on you that just means he wasn't worth your time once a cheater always a cheater

You a beautiful and amazing just the way you are

You brake my heart once same on you
You lost a worderful girl

You brake my heart twice same on me
I thought I could trust you again but it turns out I can't

If it was meant to be then they'll come back but don't force it

Im just a girl
With friends how happen to be boys

I don't see my friends
But once a year

You my a have a problem
That I'm a girl
And your son is a boy

But where old enough to know better

So don't be a controlling moster on your son
And don't blame me when you can't find him

And we won't have a problem

I like different things than you

I have different friends than you

I dont want to be popular like you

So dont pick on me

Dont laugh at me

Because I am me
And you can't change it

This is my life
And I'll do as I please

Time and time again I'll tell you to leave me alone
But you just stay there

Time and time again I tell you to stop picking on me
But you just keep at

Time and time again I say something to you
But you won't listen

I'm tried of asking time and time again
Because now I'm not going to ask time and time again
I'm going to take care of it the first time

hey its Friday

don't worry anymore
its time to party and have a good time

go hang with your friends
go online and game
go sleep
or do what ever you want

its Friday
so go have fun

Being sick is like having a brother or sister

There easy to get
But hard to get ride of

You think you got ride of it but it pops up out of the middle of no where

There also annoying and a pain

the bell will ring soon
and i just want to get out

you take up 7 hours of my day
when i could be hanging with friends
or doing other things

you bring me new people to meet
but yet you bring me bullies and drama

can the bell hurry up so i can just get out of here

why does high school have to be so hard
they tell use there getting ready for life and whats down the road

but we do not grades when were on are own
we get payed to go to work but we don't get payed to go to school
we have to deal with the project that later in life we could care lets about

on top of that we have to deal with kids who give attitude
make fun of everyone else just cause there bored
and act like they have a right to do anything they want

why does high school have to be so hard

time was so nice without her here

she was  pain to have around
and no one really  wanted her around
we only did it to be nice
but she never did get the hints

the day she was gone was so happy to me
and soon every day she was gone
things were as i wished what i wanted

come to find out she was locked up
and out away happy day for me

but then she has come back around
and the same old me being nice
and her being me  to me
has come back once more
six more days and  i would have been in heaven

Being sick is a pain In the ****

You can't get anything done
No friends to hang out with
Have to stay in bed

The only thing good to come out is you get to stay in bed all day be lazy

Being sick on Christmas day now that's just plain eveil

Without trust there is no relationship
Trust is something every one needs

Just think if you trust and let them have there freedom the 2 times will happen

They show you they are loyol
Or
They hang them self with the trust you gave

love

its a two way street
or more like playing frogger

you give, you take
but most of the time you just feel like it was just you

you fall hard
and you get your heart broken

When you haven't eaten for a few hours you say your starving
When I kid who hasn't eaten in days they say I'm hungry

When it come time for you to eat you stuff your self and waste the rest
When it comes time for them to eat they hand it out so other kids can eat even if it only means a little

a time we do not look forward to
we wait till that last year to finally be free

but there is one thing we do want
to see are friends

you never relieze just how much they mean
until now when you see them again

you want to talk but cant
have to get to class

you have to deal with all that homework
and class work

and once again you look at the clock
to see hen will it end

I am me for me No one else
I may change for better or for worest
But that for me to choice

I am told to be myself and to never change
I may lose my path but ill find a way back

I may come in to your life and you may not like me
But I am me for me and no one

I will stay true to my self

i try to be there for you when i can
but sometimes it seems as if it not enough

you've always been there when i needed you
it may not seem it

but knowing you care
makes it a hole lot better

it makes me know know your there with me

you may not be there when i'm down
you may not be there when i need someone
you may not be there when i need a hug
you may not be there when i just need a friend

but ill always know your there in my mind

Christmas time is a time for family not greed

Its a time to help thoughts in need not a to see what you can get for free

Its a time to have fun not be a Grinch

You have a heart so at least use it once

I may be hyper, crazy, naughty, fun, and a lot of other thing but that cause I love being them

I'm not ready to grow up just yet I want to be a kid for how ever long I have left I want to be me

why make rules if people brake them

for in this world we have people who we call rule breakers
and then we have people who we call goodies

not everyone is a goddie
and most of the time goodies want to prove they can be bad
so they even brake rules

so why make rules if there just going to get brokn

you can stop and look at anything you want

but its not always going to be beauty

the world works in different ways

but it always works with ying and yang

people in this world want world peace

but there's that ying and yang again

you can have all the world peace
but there will always be war

this is reason why you can look at anything
but its not always going to be beauty

time goes on

friends move
they have bigger and butter thing that come alone

time goes on

they live there life
they get married and have kids

time goes on

they grow old with there loved one

time goes on

but the time that we sent have great times together
will always stay with me and they will

go on with time as time goes on

it been 6 months since ive seen you

i miss you so much
i still care for you

your still my best friend
and sister

i day doesn't go by that im thinking if you

we were the best of friends
and we helped each get through
nothing broke us apart

your parents hated me  
but mine loved you

you have were in my dream last night
i woke up crying

i felt you in my arms
i heard your voice
and now your gone again

i miss you so much alyssa

i just want you back
i need you back

People are like candy
You have sweet ones and you have sour ones

no one is the same
everyone is different

I like one color and you like another

I have my own style
you have your own style

I act different than you
you act different than me

i love my friends
you don't like my friends

everyone is different
it is so each is own

guys can sometimes be pain
well some

if you ask them something they say i don't know
if you try to hang around them they try to impress there friends
when you want to hang out there busy hanging out with them guys
you try to surprise them and they act like they don't care  

but when you get mad about all this stuff they act like they did nothing wrong

guy can sometime be a pain

I wake up hopping today will be better then the last
But a hope is just a hope

my life was over or at least i felt like that
the only person i called a friend had betrayed me

mom made me help at that camp to get over my loss

and that's where i met the 3 boys who would change my life forever

you made me forget what i had lost
made me happy once more

i ended up dating one and he ended up being my first kiss
he is now my best friend no matter how much his mom hates be we will still always be best friends

another end up being like my older brother
we may not talk much be still he there for me i could be in tears and he'll say with me as long as he can to help me when i'm down

the last was one who has made the biggest impact
once i though of him as my older brother but he never really was he was more as a best friend it was after 2 years did i found out he liked me and liked him and now where dating

these 3 have made the biggest impact on my life and i'm glad i met them

They all they there my best friends
But are you really

When i m hurting they look at me and say I told you so
I have to keep things from you
But I when I tell you I have to make you promise you would yell

If they think there my best friend

Are you ready to fight
To be there when im down
To lift me up and give me a smile

What you think a friend is
Is what i think people should do weather you are or arent friends

It seems as if its harder to find nice people

Are parents try to make us good
But it seems as if the world changes us more

No one stops to help
make someone's day
Or to even share a smile

In today's day and age

Its like who can be meaner
Who can make people feel small
who can be more cruel

it seem as if you have to be mean to make it
but what ever happened to being nice?

You want to help but all you can do is feel weak
Knowing your best friend is in pain

You want to help but can

Know the pain they have to go though everyday
The fake smile they put on for everyone else
Seeing the tear they hold back

All you can do is watch with tears in your eyes knowing you want to help do all you can but you can't

i know what hold for me now
but i don't know what hold's later

my life can change within a matter of moments
my life could come crashing down

my life was some in ruins

but yet you were there to make me smile and happy
to pick me up when im down

its happened once it will happen again
but yet you stay

im glad we met and im glad where together

no one believes anymore

as were little
we believe in santa, the tooth fairy, and a lot of others

but now no one believes
either parents tell them to soon
or other kids destroy it

no one believes anymore
theres no joy for the little ones
they cant even believe in there dreams

its sad to it

i am human

i make mistakes
i do thinks that maybe i shouldn't do

i protect my friends when you have pushed them down
i am there backup when they need help

i'm kind and sweet
but when you do me wrong
i cut you out of my life

i weird but fun
i'm a out going person

i wont judge you if i don't know you
so why judge me when you nothing about me

i'm different

you pick me out
you'll bully me till the end of school

i'm told
go see someone when your bullied, talk about how you feel

but they still wont do a thing
they hit them on the hand and say
don't do it again

it stops for what
a week

then they come after me again

it's when i stand up for myself and finally fight back

that then i'm a bully in everyone's eyes
i get in trouble, i get labeled as a bully

by why
because i do want you tell me to do?
because i stand up for myself?
or is it because im a underdog and i stand for whats right?

You never know what you have till its gone

You take the time for granted

But once you realize it gone
You worried
you panic

And you do all you can to get it back

You said to doutb you'll never see it again
You think back to the wonderful memories you had

Every little thing make you want to cry

But the moment you get it back  
You hold it close and cry
You tell yourself I'll never let it go again

i play on factions
timelesspvp on op faction

im making a group as a all girls faction  

but because i have a name as underworldlord
they think im a pervert

all i want is to met girls my age
and like the things i like