I sit in class next to him,
Left him touch me like no other man has.
When he gets close and pulls back I sit and wonder how would his hands feel on my bare skin?
I wonder what *** is like I think to myself....No
I wonder what *** with him would be like.

Would it be rough and hot the way I imagine it?
Would it be sweet and passionate like his soul?
Would it be ***** and scary the way I think sometimes?
Would it be awkward because I'm self-conscious?
Would it be worth nothing because I couldn't please  him the way I've dreamed?

We walk hand in hand and before we separate, we kiss.
His lips so soft and luscious, my tongue scrapping against his K9's.
I wonder how those lips would feel kissing down my down body?
I wonder how those teeth would feel nipping at my skin?
I wonder what *** with him would be like?

Should I just give up this god forsaken vow, and just give in
Because I want to, I want to so bad.
All the more I just want to please him and bend to his every whim and need.
I want him....NO....I CRAVE him all the time I wonder what it would feel like to have him inside me.

All the time I wonder what *** is like.