Sitting on the dock smoking those stupid cigarettes A half smile on your lips I fell in love As the wind blows and howls The lighter refuses to spark So we huddled together Hoping to nurse it to a blaze Physically closer than we ever had been before
And as the lighter catches and you inhale deeply I shrug and reach for one myself Because in that moment you had stepped away And i wanted you back in close So I lit it, we sat together Any doubts in my mind about my health Erased by the rapid beating my heart felt
Arm in arm we talked the night away Waiting for the sunrise Two lonely souls now together Bonded over a ritual as old as time itself Yet still as magic as the day it was discovered And when I looked over and asked you for another light Our mouths were kissing; the world was right
knives are angry and they shine menacingly guns are loud and toxic to society ropes burn heavily they snap and send me tumbling down to earth where i no longer want to be. death is scary but cliffs are not mountains bridges looking over an endless blue sky and maybe an ocean or two majestic and beautiful free and unafraid i am not afraid of heights so when i want to die i will fly away in happiness step off of the ground containing me and into the world unknown into the deep, shining blue and i will die unafraid