ive always believed i wasnt hard to love
because you made me feel that way

im sorry you stopped feeling that way, but now i know everyone feels the same way about me

how am i supposed to move on when my soul is bound to yours?
how am i supposed to find someone else when youre the one?
how am i supposed to do that
how do i love again, if its not you

im the main antagonist in my own story.
i never give myself a break
i never allow myself to love
to feel
never.

im a creep.
im a ******.
what the hell am i doing here?
i dont belong here.

i am nothing but a pile of clothes on my bathroom floor.
i am nothing but a red solo on the counter at a party.
i am nothing but the piece of gum on the sidewalk.
useless, unknown,
and forgotten.