You made me feel
You made me fall
I wish I could fix you
I wish I could help
But no matter what I say or do
Your still in hell
You say its not my fault
But I know thats not true
You don't believe me
When I say I love you
I get angry
I get frustrated
You thought I'd leave
But ive always waited
All your pain
All your rage
No matter what
My feelings won't change.

These cuts bleed
The devils seed
Nobody notices
Nobody cares
Always ignored
Never noticed
I begin to feel better
As my wrists get redder
I just want to forget
To quit being reminded
Of the past behind me
I just want to live in peace
No more emotions
No more pain
Only happiness
Is that too much to ask
I often think of the fall
I often think of deaths call
And someday soon
under light of the moon
I will answer....

A dimly lit night
Locked up inside
With no one in sight
In love with someone
Who's just out of sight
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
I must endure
What I feel inside
No hugs
No comfort
Only depression
And hurt
No one to kiss
No one to hold
No one to love
Until I grow old
Why can't I die
Bottle it up
Time up and get high