Michala

Michala May 2013

The looks you give
they **** me in
and then i'm lost to you.
I'm lost to you and
the life you live
like one big sin
I can't help but give in.
For it eats away at me
forever into the darkness
You and it have such a likeness.
It's crazy and insane
to think you'd ever whisper my name
but still it's all I ever wish.
I wish for truth and honesty
in all you've ever thought of me
beyond the time we were together
into the endlessness of never
where the feelings come and go forever.
(m.p.)

Michala May 2013

FREE

I'm broken and confused
and I don't know what to do.
So I'm taking my confusion
and making it into an illusion.
An illusion that you'll never understand,
unless you meet a boy that likes to command.
When you meet him you'll realize
that it's all about the show.
And so that's what he'll do,
he'll make sure everyone will know.
They'll all laugh at you,
no matter what you do.
You can't make them stop,
because he will always come out on top.
You will never, ever win,
because he'll make you feel as if you're a sin.
That everything you do is wrong,
no matter how much you think you're strong.
He'll do things that will make you weak
and the only thing that you will ever seek
is to have the strength to say, "Leave Me Be!"
and the courage to be able to get FREE.

Michala May 2013

Forget.

Why? Why? Why?
Why don't you look me in my eye?
As we pass each other in the hall you walk right on by.
You act as if nothing ever happened and I begin to cry.
How is it that we could be so close,
needing each other everyday like a clearly set dose?
Now it's like we never even met,
and all I'm wishing is to be able to forget.
Forget all the things you ever said.
Erase all the memories inside my head
For now every time I see you depart,
you crush the pieces of my newly broken heart.
(m.p.)

Michala May 2013

Untitled

Did I ever once mention,
All that I've longed for you?
Did I ever once question,
If I even belonged with you?

I know you must hate,
To see me like this,
To come to my fate,
To end my true bliss.

But it must come,
And you know it.
And when you hear the droning hum,
You'll know my light has been lit.

You may fret,
You may be calm.
You may become upset,
But I’ll already be gone.

Michala May 2013

Untitled

Please love me
You don't understand
How much I want you
To be my man
You encompase my
Whole being
I want you more
Than anything
(m.p.)

Michala May 2013

Meant To Be

I want to bite you
Kiss your neck
leave a mark
let you do the same
I need to feel that pain
I'd arch my back
From the lack
Of feeling that
You'd hear the moan
Come from my throat
And stiffle it with kisses
Cause you know I miss this
I miss you
And what we do
I miss your touch
I'm always in your clutch
You control my emotions
Make my body feel awoken
It's why we're meant to be
I only wish that you could see
(m.p.)

Michala May 2013

Untitled

This is too much for me
I thought we were meant to be
But I was wrong
I'll quit listening to our heartbreaking song
I'm beginning a new start
Soon you'll no longer be in my heart
You're just another player
Forgetting you, will be in my prayers
(m.p.)