Michala

Michala May 2013

Memories

Over and over my memories **** me
Reminding me of what we should be
They pop in, and out of the blue
And everytime I wish for you.
Maybe I'm stupid for thinking
that this was more than just a fling,
That to you I actually meant something.
Something more that you would miss,
who you'd give anything for just to kiss.
I never thought I'd end up pushed away and forgotten,
Like Something just plain old and rotten.
I actually thought we'd be together forever
But as it turns out we'll be together never...
(m.p.)

Michala May 2013

Broken

I've been broken
I've been broken many times
So many times I thought I had felt everything
I thought I could take it all on
Cuz I've dealt with being broken before
I know I can get over being broken
Its easy
You pick your self up, put everything back together again, and move on.
Like I said I can fix being broken.
But I'm not broken not anymore
I'm shattered
So shattered I can't just pick up all the pieces
They're too little and I'll only hurt myself more trying to.
I can't just get up off my floor and go about my life pretending nothing is wrong.
I can't just move on, I feel so much for you that I can't.
I can't
It all hurts too much.
And even though it's all happened
All I want to be is in your arms crying
Having you hold me and telling me how incredibly stupid you were
that you're sorry so so so sorry
that you only want me
And that everything will be okay in the end....
(m.p.)

Michala May 2013

Come Back.

Where did you go?
Please tell me cuz I don't know.
Where did you go?
Please come back and get me out of my low.

Where have you been?
Please tell me before I cave in.
Where have you been?
Please come back and have a good reason.

For leaving me so lonely
And wondering what could be
Happening between you and me...
(m.p.)

Michala May 2013

Unfair

Im Slowly Dying
From All My Trying
To Make You See
How Much Im Crying

Without You What Will I Be
But A Soul Thats Now Empty?
I Wish You Could Hear Me Sing
For The Ablilty To Be Me

I Just Hope You Aren't Done
Feeling Like This Is Just No Fun
And If It Turns Out That You Are
I'd Have To Get Out And Run

Run As Far As I Can Go
To A Place That I Dont Know
Just To Get Away From You
Because You Just Couldn't Say "No"

"No, I'm Not Done With You,
I Want It To Always Be Us Two"
But That's Just Not How It Went
So Now I'm Just Waiting On You

Waiting To See How Much You Care
Just Take This Whole Thing Like A Dare
A Dare To Chase After Me
Cuz I Always Do And It's Just Unfair
(m.p.)

Michala May 2013

Guaranteed Love

The way that you touch my face
Makes my skin tremble with grace
Your hand snakes behind my neck
Brings my face to yours, so direct
Your lips touch mine for a second
But for them I beckoned
So I grabbed you, pulling you closer
Kissing up your neck, going slower
Your chest was heaving
With heavy breathing
After I finally got to your lips
And your hands grip my hips
Brought me roughly to your body
You're better than anybody
No one else can compare
I just want you to be aware
That the way you can make me feel
Is out of this world, it's so unreal
But it's everything that I need
Because my love for you is guaranteed
(m.p.)

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