Day is laying in bed
with your arms around me
Night is going to sleep
looking at your beautiful face
Midnight is waking up
and going for a drive around town in your car
Heaven is
being with you
being with you
being with you
Hell is

being with you.

ten
I can't be with anyone else because they aren't you
nine
Your eyes told me more than your lips did
eight
You are the only person I've ever loved
seven
I miss feeling your hands in mine
six
I can't believe you actually left
five
You didn't even say goodbye
four
I'll always love you
three
I miss you
two
Everything hurts
one*
Goodbye

why is it so easy for me to push away anyone who actually wants me
but when it comes to you,
oh baby you've got me on my knees begging for a chance.
they say that everyone only ever wants what they can't have
and I never thought it was true
until i met you

i'm waiting for a text
that is never going to come,
from a person who is long gone

I miss you,
but I have too much pride to say it to your face,
so I'll say it to your back
this paper
any ******* person who gets me talking about you.

**** do I miss you

I am a strong believer of the saying that people become someone new everyday.

Because in seven years,
I will have a body that your beautiful lies and calloused hands haven't touched
Skin that hasn't been torn apart by silver

You won't recognize my body,
I will be someone new;
safe
and untouched.

i carved your name into my soap
and scrubbed
until my hands no longer held the bar in them
i scorched my body with water
made it all a bright red
until you were no longer wrapped around me
the entire room was filled
with so much steam and i could hardly breathe
but that's when i noticed you were gone
down the drain the same way everything goes

i lost you in the shower