Pink like lilies
Pink like the blooming dawn of my unnecessary wrath
They'll never see the crazy coming

When you see others happy when you can only be sad.
When your sister gets all the praise.
When you're a disappointment to your whole family.
That's how you know you're empty.
When you have no tears left to cry.
When you're too depressed to roll out of bed and start the day.
When you feel like you don't need to be a part of the mortal world any longer.
That's how you know you're empty

You wake up in a cold sweat, you had another nightmare, but this one was different. This one was different. In this dream you weren't falling into another abyss, you were standing outside. You were standing on the grass, then slowly, you lay on your back and stare at the sky. The moon was full and the night was cool, but then you start to float. You keep going up, up, up, then you stop. Now you're falling, falling, falling, but you don't hit the ground, you hit something soft. you look up, and you're being held by a beautiful woman. She introduces herself as Luna Goddess of the Moon. Suddenly you wake up, but you aren't in your room anymore, you're outside. The sun is just starting to rise, and you die

This is how I feel after getting screamed at for hours on end.
This is how I feel after being called an idiot by my family.
This is how I feel after my family calls me a disappointment.
I want to end my life, but I don't want it to hurt.
I want to end my life, but I don't want to hurt the ones I love.
I'm ready for the next life, and it's ready for me.
I'm depressed and sometimes i want to die, mainly from the constant screaming from my grandmother.