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 Jun 2013 Brett
Anon Maybe
I want to be alone.
Do you ever get that feeling?
Where you don't want to get in anyone's way?
You don't want to be a problem,
A distraction?
I get that feeling.
I don't know why.
I don't even know why I'm still depressed.
Am I even?
I have no reason to be sad
I have good people in my life
Nice supports
But yet
I still get the urge to cave in
Hurt myself
Like before
When no one knew
Before anyone had the chance to care
I want to be left alone
I want to stay home all day
Open my windows and freeze
But I feel joy in the air
When I talk to him
Remember my latest adventure with her
These people care
Why do I still get the urge
To hurt myself
To just go.
Not die.
just.
let.
*go.
 Jun 2013 Brett
Sammie wells
Be happy in yourself
the rest will follow.

(SW)
 Jun 2013 Brett
Sammie wells
Hunted.
 Jun 2013 Brett
Sammie wells
She runs through the woods
panting for breath,
needing to rest

she listens out

dogs barking

they're growing closer
eager for blood.

She hears them in the distance,
Men,
she lets out a cry,
   
  weaving round tree trunks
going under Bush,  
they draw closer,
Her lungs feel crushed.

Her beautiful red coat
is covered in mud,
twigs and leafs,
what ever's under foot,

terror curses through her vains,
she's been chased for hours
feeling drained.

Startled by a blow on a horn
she comes to a Holt,
petrified she urinates
as footsteps fall in behind her

they're here!

Cornered now
her hair stands on end,
tears drop
as death creeps upon her,
She has no time...

The hounds pounce!
  
tearing
tugging
And ripping

They do their masters bidding!


Fox hunting a fun sport for all...

(SW)
 Jun 2013 Brett
Sammie wells
You said to believe don't have any regrets
follow your dreams not others steps. 

 The lines on your face read a life that's written there,
You was happy and totally in love,
living your life as one should.

An inspirational talented soul you never grow bored.

You was happy complete,
wise not old,
you lived your dream an did as you should.

Near the end now still a smiling face,
a few last spoken words.

"Every story must come to an end,
now don't you weep when I go to sleep for Its my time,
you keep going"

"live Your Dream"

(SW) .
 Jun 2013 Brett
Sammie wells
Wanted
 Jun 2013 Brett
Sammie wells
When I was a little girl I wanted to be a princess, parade around my castle all day in pretty clothes and tiaras on my head.

When I was a teenager I wanted to be a mummy, my very own tiny baby that would sleep all night and be kitted out in only designer gear, we'd  have everything.

When I was becoming a adult I wanted the big white wedding, the fancy ring and husband who would stand by me through anything.

Now I'm a woman the wanting has left my head, life is not a fairy tale and designer clothes ha! Only if you're rich, beware of the husbands you choose two for they can turn out to be just pigs.

Now older and wiser still I really must say, the only thing you should be wanting is happiness and peace for each and everyone.

(SW)
Thought I would try something other than glum
 Jun 2013 Brett
Sammie wells
I'm still here where you left me
crumpled on the floor,
ripped an torn
with swirling thoughts
running through my head.

I'm still here where you left me
sore an bruised
can't seem to move.

I'm still here where you left me,
broken,
Sore,
Ripped
torn,
where you left me,
Laying in despair..

Defeated.

(SW)
 Jun 2013 Brett
Sammie wells
I'm screaming here

can't you hear me?

I'm in pain here

don't you see it?

Do you hear me or
what you want to hear?

Do you see me or
what you want to see?

Look at me now

come close

you see me yet?

I'm screaming here
can't you hear me
or am I screaming in
my own head.

They is no blood here for you to see,
but the pains here
cutting deep.

You see me yet?

(SW)
 Jun 2013 Brett
Deexbee
You knew I never cried,
That I had to be really upset,
That if I did only the 4 walls of my bedroom would know.
You knew I never cried over a boy,
That I would never let anyone close enough to hurt me.
You said you wanted to be the shoulder I cried on if I had to,
We both laughed because I don't cry over boys.
*But I cried over you
 Jun 2013 Brett
Holly
Sorry
 Jun 2013 Brett
Holly
how is it fair
that everyone else
fits in
but I don't.

how is it fair
that everyone else
is happy
but I'm not.

how is it fair
that everyone else
knows what they want to be
but I don't.

how is it fair
that everyone else
is in a relationship
but I'm not.

sorry that I'm not pretty enough
sorry that I'm not funny enough
sorry that I'm not interesting enough
sorry that I'm not good enough
for you.
not as deep as it sounds, something somebody said earlier made me think about the little things that are universally worried about during teenage years and this poem happened lol
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