hickeys are beautiful
it shows that someone loves you so much
that they wanted to remind you every day
with that beautiful
love bite

I can't take it anymore
your negativity
sassy comments about my mental health
your rude behavior towards new things
uncomfortable feelings towards people not like you
judgmental comments toward everyone
you are supposed to be a role model
but I don't even want to be near you
I can't take it anymore

please
understand
I am no where close
to being the princess
you think I am

I wish I was drunk
so I could confess how
worthless you make me feel

I tried to write a poem
about how happy you make me
but I'm so lost for words

I still love you
I want this to work
you make me so angry
I can't live without you
I want to punch you in the face
why did you do this to me?
what did I do to deserve this?
come back to me

"you're a ******* ******"
my heart broke a little more
I gasped for air
my eyes welled up with tears
but
this time I will not let you win
with your hateful words
I will rise above you

your love had me addicted
but it was kinda like an alcohol addiction
I would drink it up more and more
but that just made me
more vulnerable to your stupid games

your love had me hooked
like a druggie with ****
I would feel the high and I wouldn't want it to stop
and I couldn't wait until the next time
I would feel that high again

your love had me dependent on you
it had me obeying every command
because you convinced me
that's how we would stay together
and I believed it

your love made me scandalous
sneaking around and lying
always prepared for some ****** action
fulfilling your needs
and I never tried to stop you

your love ruined me
made me more suicidal than ever
I thought the only way out was harming myself
because if I hurt you, I would lose you
and you had me convinced