I'm existing,
Yet not living,
I'm resisting,
                     Due to the despair of being hurt!
I'm restless
Panic disorder
I have a wish list
                     Yet only seek a queen of other borders
I'm lonesome
I'm miry
I'm ghostsome
                     A hopeless romantic who still hast hope!
Such a paradox eh?

I'm searching
Yet needeth one close
A phone call even
                     A loving host!!

I'm young
I'm oldened in time
I'm relic,
                    (Hopeless romantic) reads as mine sign!!
                                                  Route "9"

Like a rabid beast I need unchained, ive been a textured slave for many a years,
Built into the drainpipe of society,
Gathering fears,
Like a snake I slither the uncut grass,
Where thy brain is cut in half seeking thy other half!!!
Pounded unsensational headache errupts,
As the world stays currupt,
I gather Intel of governmental verse
A pharoah church to marry a queen I do want,
No falsehood nor stunts,
But realism, in movie theater form!!!
I want to be reborn in her atmospheric charisma!!!
Mi amour' , she of far shores
Take me home to whence I came!!!!!

Hast thou ever had this feeling young fellow?
When thy stomach billows, missing one thou hast not met?
No sorrows, nor regrets, ive thrown in every bet, as frenzied for one I've been, ive not heard her voice!!!
A delicate choice?
To wait?
To navigate words thou had meant to say?
To write scramblings on a page dedicated to one!!!
I'm a hopeless romantic,
Tis,
So moribund!!!
Hath thou young fellow?
Let me rephrase mine own question....

Hast thou gone mad over a heroine?
One of passionate words,
As in when every time thou hast read those medicinal
Scripture's thy own self gets lost in the heat?
Burst or ******* plasma she creates in the most fertile places of mine mind!!!!!
For far to long ive been blind,
Yet now can see,
Like a dream I'm squeezed into tomato juice altitude,
For to be the fool in the rain,
Still waiting,
No gain,
Just stains of the longing I so earnestly want in this crimson psyche.....

Is it all wrong young fellow?
Because it all feels so right!!!
  
Like an afterlife ive searched for to many ages youthful listener!!!!!!!!!!

Her optics,
Dark as sensual chocolate

Her skin,
Caramel melted

Her coiffure,
Cimmerian layed,

Her lips,
A poetry page,

Her tongue,
A living well

Her fun,
Thou shalt get lost to a holy grail

Her treasure,
Obscured by her fears

Her measure's
Goddess wear

Her wants
An emeer of past life

Her needs
A king of all right

Her faults,
None to me

Her perfection
Tis all I see!!!!!!

                                    And tis, all that I seeketh!!!

Yay,
Ive been descended far to long,
Where art thou queen to rapture me?
To play me thy voice as song??

For I await thy piano typed melody!!!

Amoral critic's slander me,
None extricate anaology,
Remonstration I do not forwait!!!
                                                         Respite me revered ******,
                                                         Maudlin Utopian,
                                                        ­ Solely narcotic!!!!
I shake just to feel thine presence!!!!

Snug house,
Picket white fence,

With willow to sway the gale!!!!!

A pint of ale,
Of ourn holy concoction,
Space and time conjunction!!!

Paddling with ourn adulation,
Pure infatuation,
                              Weaved in by auspicious voliton!!!

TREPIDATION!!!!!!

Speeds up this schoolboy gusto,
For mine needing's and wanting's groan,

                        For the satin laced imaginative figure!!!

Her honey,
       I shalt slurp dry from her well!!!!
       Dejuicing her nectar,
       We shalt both get ourn fill!!!!

Tis,
     I rose from the ashes of the sheathed moss mirth,
Tis,
     I woke from mine sleep,
                                                Yet still I feel cursed!!
Tis,
     I entered the atmosphere by way's not known to human!!
Tis,
     I lost mine wings , the feather's of cupid's!!!

Corrupted!!!!!
                      
                           They've practiced filth,

And hast forgotten romance!!!

                           For they've made lust their God,

And romance their slave!!!

Crystaline butterfly
Giveth me a ride upon thy opiatic pinion's
For ournselves to be minion's
Of one another's obeisant homage!!!!

                                 As a castleview of god
                   We shalt swoon in primordial moonlight!!!

I met the oldtiming hentchmen 
At the oldtime lonesome gallows
Tied the rope mineself
And jumped the wooden shadblow!!!

Sickly,
This hide is falling off,
Sickening,
Tis blood I do cough!!!

Yay,
I seeketh one's firth to calm these nerves
Yay,
I need one's curse I shalt not escape!!
Yay,
I long for her affection's when the rain pour's down
Yay,
For her to sweep me from mine feet, to throw me to the ground!
Yay,
I seeketh a lost queen of myrrh
Yay
As a dog I'll moan, as a cat she'll purr!!
Yay,
To overcome me with bedtime stories
Yay,
No voids nor gaps, beauty and the beast in glory!!!
Yay,
For her to allure me in deadened aeon's
Yay,
Illuminated by animate neon!!!!

Bloodied falcon
Sways midnight hour
She taketh me to heaven
Above thy world thats sour!!!!

I do not seeketh one to tolerate me!!!

Thats as if saying thou hast to put up with me,
And I quote; (do not want to be put up with!!!)

A birthnight of the biparous specimen
They were **** at birth,
As the north star entangled their webs!!!!

Their hair was wild,
Tis a paradise of degree
Both on a loving spree of their own romantic Med's!!!!

They were barefoot leaving traces,
As the crescent gave them their fluorescence
Both carried hopeless romance letters, meaningful between two!

They danced tribally
Fiddler's of homemade tea
As its brew was so impulsive!!!!

Both wore head dresses
Their making love left many messes
As their pounding shook the earth!!!!

Tablets they have written
For the world they dont care
Its themselves they share!!!!!

Tis,
They dare!!!!

In a t.p they are gateward
Dos parissioner's of all heavy flavor
As the scales tip to completion!!!

Their feather's sway under the mist
Tis, a ****** bliss
As the galaxies align to their axis!!!!

Industrious,
They
Plant their seeds
A perfect duo of one giant breed

Comrade's of never ending !!!!

It is thy nature to fear what thou doth not understand,
Thou wilt lock it away in cages to keep thyself safe!!

This way,
                Thou doth not have to know its true nature,
But not everything can be caged!!!!

Native Agra,
Mi amour' I've not yet met,
For thou this soul is agnate to thy aura!!!

The garden of eve awaits me,
Makes me,
To seeketh thy own splendid marble's men call eyes!!!

From thine Lip's to thy mind,
Thou brama of time,
For today thou hast given me a smile...

As that I dont see often!!!!

Enwrap me in thy garden..

I promise I shalt not wander far,
For you've enlarged mine heart,
As our two spirit's I feel
Burning on wings!!!!

Mayeth I feel thy sting?

Native of douce...

That devil of a thing,
                                               Called loneliness
                              Pointing his deathly finger back at me
                                          As he laughs with a grin!
                                                   Such a sin!!!

I want to bask in her ambience atmosphere,
For her to clasp me to her shoes
I seeketh her flagon of many unknowns,
For me to be her color of Bella rouge!!!

I want to dig mine self to her film
A voluptuous mauve of awe,
To post ourn pictures above the kiln
As ourn unrestraint bounces the walls!!!!!!

Overhead the albatross hangs motionless upon the air
And deep beneath the rolling waves in labyrinths of coral caves
The echo of a distant tide
Comes willowing across the sand
And everything is green and submarine

And no one showed us to the land
And no one knows the where's or why's
But something stirs and something tries
And starts to climb towards the light

Strangers passing in the street
By chance two separate glances meet
And I am you and what I see is me
And do I take you by the hand
And lead you through the land
And help me understand the best I can
And no one calls us to move on
And no one forces down our eyes
No one speaks
And no one tries
No one flies around the sun

Cloudless every day you fall upon my waking eyes
Inviting and inciting me to rise
And through the window in the wall
Come streaming in on sunlight wings
A million bright ambassadors of morning

And no one sings me lullabies
And no one makes me close my eyes
So I throw the windows wide
And call to you across the sky

Spike me,
                To thy cross,
I'll taketh thine twinge,
               I'll taketh thy sin's of loss!!!
Tack me,
               For I'll take thy quills,
I'll spill mine crour,
               For thou shalt be sutured to ourn abode in hidden tilth!!!

MI AMOUR'
Spaniard quest
MI AMOUR'
Of ancientness,
MI AMOUR'
Of eastern sea,
MI AMOUR'
Canst thou feel me breathe?
MI AMOUR'
Of coffee trend,
MI AMOUR'
Thy moons thy friend,
MI AMOUR'
Calleth me crazed!
MI AMOUR'
Poetry slave,
MI AMOUR'
Of unknown earth's,
MI AMOUR'
I know thy lonesome curse,
MI AMOUR'
Of Cinderella wants
MI AMOUR'
I'll bandage thy cuts,
MI AMOUR'
We've known eachother so long, yet thou doth not know???
MI AMOURI,
Of mine, in a past life its eachother we chose!!!!!!

Her dusk eyes shine at dawn,
Golden thronged!!!

As those zemi's
Sure blind me by beauty!!!!
Please queen,
Subdue me!!!!

In ourn own rein we shalt dance **** as tiny innocents,
In ourn own fame we'll make one another famous,

In ourn own heads we shalt fantasize of one another,
In ourn own homestead we shalt dive the rainbow Spector!!!

In ourn own way,
                                We won't care what the world may think!!!

Sucketh me in
And pulleth me under
Two fallen cherubs
Of heavens thunder!!!!

Whilst I sleep,
I envision pantry fondling,
Whilst I sleep,
I succumb ones being to bond me!!!

Whilst I wake,
I seeketh premier to wake to
Whilst I wake,
I want one to get on top as I break through!!

Whilst I walk,
I seeketh her to replace mine steps,
Whilst I walk,
I want to intimately connect!!!!

Whilst I fall,
I seeketh her to catch mine bones,
Whilst I fall
I need one to take me home...

Whilst I speak,
I need one to listen, not just hear me!
Whilst I speak,
I seeketh a herb, a remedy to cure me!!!

Whilst we make love,
I seeketh her to grab mine hair and push down mine head,
Whilst we make love,
A set of handcuffs, the key to go with it, a blindfold from thread!!

Whilst we art not together,
For her to imagine me as I would her,
Whilst we art not together,
To be one feather, two lovebirds!!

Whilst in the public,
To make eachother upon a pedestal,
Whilst in public,
No arguing nor foolish wrestle...

Whilst in one another arms,
To rid free of ourn outside world,
Whilst in her arms,
we shalt be stars of metamorphosis whirl!!!!

Ourn bodies will be as railways
Gripping upward boats
A dungeon of hopeless romance
A dine of domain ghosts

A amulet she shall wear for me
Up upon moonlights hill
Well thrash around in excitement
A heat of ******* chill

She'll taketh me to heaven
Upon her forbidden craft
Wherein language we shall make
And take and make in half's

Apparitions we'll become
Disappearing in ones thoughts
Lost in divine moment
No fear or instant loss

For me to write her poems
As for her to write them back
A mansion of many kingdoms
A house full, van-gogh shack.

As she will come home late
From work she will want to sleep
I'll rest her wearied head on mine heart
And for her this soul she'll keep!!!

We shalt dandle in silk taffeta
The moirai will tuck us in
Ourn bolsters to be as children
Between ourn finite limbs

As in between ourn slumbered coma
We shalt waltz across ourn own bridge
Where the other half is there to greet us
Half is hers, half is his!!!!

Tis, I seeketh that fountain of youth,
One to maketh me young
As I'll be the poet, her mine muse
A wedded day broadcasted,
On heavenly news!!!!

Tis disgusting truth,

Mankind had forgotten love,
                                                   Yet how is it thou hath remembered hate?

Little bird,
Tis flying away,
Little bird,
Of brown and may
Little bird of raindrop dew
Tis, how I envy thy view!!!!

Queen of ebony night
Unbury me from mine crypt,
The blood moon is upon us
Tis ones troth of raven bliss

Queen of undead theory
Reveal me to thy clockwork *****,
Fog shalt revere me
In thy arms I'll feel thy mysticism!!!

Anyone can posteth a hallmark greeting,
Yet canst they tell the future
With prophetic meanings?

Men these day's seeketh many Queens
I seeketh one
A wife of starlit moonbeam!!!!

Wherein didst man go asunder?
Plagued and plundered by his own stupor and turnings from god,
Forgetful con's!!!

Wherein didst man go astray?
Made queens as slaves,
Traded love for hate, and affectionate soulmateism for lust?

They stoked the crust!!!

Where didst thou meander?
Thy terrace thou had made starved,
Thy hearts hast gone emptied,
Cheaters of bars!!!

Doth thy drink not dilute thou?

Innocent babies thou hast turned to war
Thou gaveth no love
On foreign shore
Pornographic icon's thou hast made galore

As thyself worship's its every temptation!!!

Thou made bombs thine settled truth
Thou hast let technology becometh thy own comfy noose,
Thou art hooked on electrical tablets
Made religion vain

Thou art becoming maggots!!!

Thyself thou calleth a king
Thou giveth no soul to thy desolate queens
Thou art just a stove
Of dumbed down things

As doth thou get thy kicks off the many men and women thou mayest talk to?

Cut down trees,
And built thy filth,
Made castle mansions
Of diamond nilch,

Is thy wealth thy life thou may lead?

Thou gave disease
And tanks for fun
Thou art a lost
And lonesome one,

Still addicted to new age worldliness!!!!

What didst thou miss?
Oh beasting man,
Thou art clever
To make thy plans

But didst thou not know that thy own contrivance will be halted??????

Tis,
These lonesome shoulder's

Tis,
This heavied boulder

Tis,
I clinch mine teeth

Tis,
With broken feet

Tis,
With a dark shadow that doubles!!!

Tis,
Its me,
That lonesome fellow!!!

The farthur one travels,
                                          The less one knows!!!!

A hidden key
To unlock this soul
A Victorian queen
To confine mine home

An ancient lass
Druid class
Unpolished
Uncorrupted

I seeketh one to give me all
As I her
Two words
(King and queen)

To be the apple of her eye
Bringeth me back to life
Push the red soup back in mine arteries
Light the alpha and omega torch!!!!

Scorched!!!

By ones petting upon mine countenance
A cigarette of Aphroditus
A holy plus and sacred minus
A positive and negative so attractional!!!

Her long darkened locks
To zephyr across mine chiffonier
As she drenches me in cartoon weird
A delighting smear of two bodies in the swelter!!!!!

Unplugged
Raw
Unkiltered
Filthy animals in rawest mold!!!

Antediluvian souls!!!!

Her slaver
Uncustomarily
Her quiver
I tasteth as dairy

Unadulterated by man, plush by god!!!

Yet its a lost chimera
Laughing back at me
There's none that standeth at mine gate
All a whimpering dream

A fantasy of hopeless romantic!!

Why chase the treasure?
I see no chance
Still a dunce
Of high school dance

As I'll sit in the bleachers glancing the crowd!!!!

Yea,
These are mine last scriptures,
No more thoughts to come out blistered
No more cuts to snap thy pictures
Moribund to mineself!!!
No reaching hands,
No none help
No marching band to play mine kilt
A tombstone of lonesomes lost!!
No clothes to be buried,
No queen to soothe me
None to marry
The cliff I've come to now!
No sun, no clouds
No children to laugh and play
Just darkness to cover me
Smothered breathe!!
No candle to light mine way
No tommorrow
Nor the next day!!!!!

For as I always say
When thou wilt seeith these writings stop,
Than thou wilt knoweth something's wrong!!!!!!

FINUS!!!

Have never had this thought,
                                                   Yet what if ***** wonka was a poet?
Verily I'd be his biggest fan!!

Thou sayest that thou art free young veteran?

Well,
May I ask why thou has blood on thy gun?
And ****** on thy conscience?

Still a slave to executive bridle?

Young mercenary...

                                Thy freedom has been choked!!!

As the medicine man waved his feather over mine body
                                      And kissed mine cheek
                             

                              I
                              K­new
                              Mine
                          ­    Soul
                              Was
                      ­        Leaving!!!

As I saw the medicine man in his dance below the clouds!!!

These lips are dried
I needeth spit,
These eye's are blind
From lonesomeness!!!

This skin is cold
I need ones warmth
Tis a soul
Of relic torch!!!

Mine heart is pounding
Im drenched in sweat
Their only tears
Of wanting best!!!

These pupils fatigued
Fading twins
I seeketh a beginning
That has none end!!!

The bed is emptied
No pedals layed
I'm still a fool
A lonesome slave!!!

Arduous art thy times?

Spanish traveler,

Thy eyes are teared,
Makeup smeared,
For I shalt wipe them with arcane kisses...

Art thou desolate?

A forgotten innocent,
For thy renaissance is coming,
Thy voice I want to heareth humming,

Wilt thou except mine call?

Caramel skinned fair one,
Beam to the sun,
Replenisher of one,
Me...the one thyself uplifts!!!

Veracity here dont miss!!!

Thou art recondite to many,
Yet to me thou giveth plenty,
Thou art a hundred,
To every Penny,

Thy beneficence I do see!!!

If I could id take thy pain,
Along with all thy Spanish rain,
I'd throne thou as queen
To all thy dreams,

Like Cinderella mine dear!!!

I'd find thou thy prince
I would gloss thy soul
With happiness,
I'd take thy sullen worries in maverick of ways,

Queen of god, queen of conundrum place!!!

I'd feel thy skin,
And warm thy bones,
I'd walk next beside thou,
In emptied roads

Crucified for thou, taking thy pain in nail form!

Id appease thou with roses,
Rub thy feet in fine tinker,
A neck message like liquor,
And ourn fingers would be locked

Instantaneously space jolted!!!

I would stare through thine marbles as no other,
Be thine kin
Significant other

Aren't friends there for eachother?

Queen of spicy roots!!!
Thou art a euphony with writings,
And thine mind
So enticing
Thy inventions much laudable

As I soak in thy suds!!!

To thou I'd make a novel
For no worries
Nor any sorrows
Rest today

Id come tomorrow, in dreamlike apparition!!!

For thou I would cook,
I would hide amongst thy books
Like two felons
Diverse crooks

Innovate ourn own genes....

Virtuoso of volition woes,
Take mine shirt
We'll rest on snow
Nostalgia thou shalt not want

When thou will rest thy head in mine lap!!!

A fertile bed
A comfy nap
Primal beings
Angelic trapped

One mellifluous ******* bomb!!!

I'd pull thou close
Take off ourn shoes
I'll gallop far
For me and thou
I'll make it queen, make it somehow!!

We shalt be magnanimous under the moon!!!
Well magnate as creatures
Of lost lagoon

Well douse in hot concentration!!!

Thou art alone
Mine lonely goddess
One of love
And old time knowledge
For Its strange

Thou I've felt as if I've known thou for one thousand lifetimes before!!!!!
Mi amour'

I'm going where there ain't no fear
I'm going where the spirit is near
I'm going where the living is easy
And the people are kind
A new state of mind

I'm going where there ain't no police
I'm going where there ain't no disease
I'm going where there ain't no need
To escape from what is
Only spirits at ease!!!!!

I walked past the Opaline gateway,
And saw mine sister therein,
As let me remindeth thou,
She died at birth!!!
As I recognized her instinctively,

A mushy reunion!!!

Tis comedic yes?
How one can giveth their all for a material good,
Yet canst giveth all thy soul to thy lover!
For thy lover is not a material,
Their ethereal, their imperial !!!

Hence, this soul's departed
Its left this carcass
I seeketh a chariot
A spiritual seamstress

Yea,
       I seeketh one with me to build ourn own synagogue,
       One made out of kisses, and midnight cosset!!!

Gone