You can't break something that is already broken
And you can't hurt someone who has no feelings
Being numb is how I live
Catastrophes don't phase me
You don't phase me
I don't take it personal anymore
Love is like a business
If you get your feelings involved, you won't last
Only the strong survive
You can't even bare half of what I've been through
Girl, I've been through it all
Being cheated on by the love of your life might give you a meltdown
And getting ran out on something you thought was special might leave you crazed
Yet this is only the beginning
And I'm still here
Now I don't have anything inside me
Sooner or later, the game will have you
I've been through it, and then learned it
You'll learn it consumes you
Either play the game, or get played
It happens to everyone

I made love to her through you
That's why I kept my eyes closed
Biting my tongue to keep the screams of her name inside
Her love has its own category, separating her from other women
Her touch is poised with a residue so potent, you get lost into her universe
The way she moves hypnotizes my mind, it incinerates my vision of any other love
Her kisses are lifeless, but they absorb your soul
She's inevitable
So when I close my eyes, be sure to know she has my life in her hands

I’ve realized the hardest thing to do is to let go of something you love
But if the one who loves you keeps hurting you then why stay?
Sure you feel like they hold the key to your heart
But what are you getting other than pain?
Love is the most dangerous drug
You never see it coming, but feel it the most when it's too late
Some people allow it to takeover their life
And they then believe the disrespect and negligence is the only way to find love
But you've never gotten love so everything in your eyes represents it
You don't know what satisfies you other than being with someone
Maybe that's why your feelings take their own course

Wipe aways those tears
They won't mean much once they pass your chin
You mean what I meant to you
And it's the same for you too
You knew this day was approaching
There were days you couldn't look at me
Because you saw your heart dying
But I got pulled from reviving you
Now your love is spilling over me, although it doesn't tempt me
I know I lack in your love
But you latched on with your embrace, now your heart skips a beat from time to time
I wanted the best for you but showed you that it wasn't me
I know just what you need but didn't want that from me
I should've listened to my instincts but it doesn't matter anymore
Maybe if I help pick up the pieces they'll forget my past
And maybe if I stop those tears from passing your chin, they'll learn to love me again

Kisses don't hurt
But love deals hell of a pain
I can't take what you're doing to me
My heart won't seem to refrain
I know I loved you too much
This feeling can't even be sustained
My thoughts had me in a chokehold
But I broke free from being restrained
I'm feeling relentless at heart
Aimed at my temple with the steel no stain
My life is rapidly pulsating
Now I just can't seem to maintain
Maybe I can ease all the pain if I just go bang like Cobain

I’m glad it's all over
That hold you had on me was pretty strong
I couldn't find my self esteem
I guess you lose it when you fall
I fell a great distance
It all felt so real
I thought we were gonna be together someday
It was only last year
**** time does fly
But I've gotten smarter
And realize what you would've been
You were my all, though my eyes weren't fully opened
When you let me fall, that's when I began to open them
I saw you for what you really were
I didn't even like it
I didn't even like you anymore
You couldn't turn me on
And I think you began to see it
Now that my eyes are fully open
I see what you really are
You aren't even on my level
My tongue doesn't twist like it did before
And my heart doesn't crave you anymore

What if the last time we spoke was the very last?
Would you remember it all?
Word for word or would it come to you piece by piece?
What would you say differently if you knew it would be our final talk?
Would you cry out in agony in effort to show how much you loved me?
Would you be able to handle the reality?
Would you drain yourself of sorrow over how much you did me wrong?
Or would you pray for the better in hopes of this all never even happening?