I find it really funny,
How you always talk ****.

You never could relate,
To anything I admit

You are to afraid,
To actually come and complain

So I'll save your games for another day,
When I feel like throwing a fit.

Our relationship? Well it's kinda hard to explain.
You see, he was a boy with many dreams,
Of traveling the world, and seeing many things.

I was just a girl who was very shy,
negative, with only thoughts on her mind.

He was really a nerd, I thought.
I was afraid to "give it a try"
My walls were built so high.

He never gave up on me,
Even after all those rude things I said to him
Just to get him away from me.

Finally, I gave it a try.
I fell in love and never looked back.
We were strong for two years.

Until last summer.

Lets just say I am still in love.
But with a person who's moved on.

People tell me to grow up.
That they knew it wouldn't last all that long.

How can I just forget?
The only person worth my while
Who actually made me smile,
And made me happy?

You could say I'm an angry person.
You might even say a bit crazy.

But until you have put on my shoes.
Don't say a ******* thing.

I made a deal with the Devil.
He told me to run away,
And never look at you the same.

He said he would help me pay
All to play his game.
Why?

Because I had made a deal with the Devil
To never see the world the same,
For life not to remain--
The goal of my sanity.

What's up sunshine?
Why, please do come out and play--
You are the only light of my day.
And I need to feel the warmth of your rays,
So please come out and stay.


*For my favorite person.

Beloved! amid the earnest woes
That crowd around my earthly path---
(Dear path, alas! where grows
Not even one lonely rose)---
My soul at least a solace hath
In dreams of thee, and therein knows
An Eden of bland repose.

And thus my memory is to me
Like some enchanted far-off isle
In some tumultuous sea---
Some ocean throbbing far and free
With storms---but where meanwhile
Serenest  skies continually
Just o'er that one bright island smile.

                                    *Edgar Allen Poe

I never tell you
When you make me cry.
Because I know you don't care.
My opinions never matter..
They are just thoughts that float in the air.
Maybe I should just give up,
From trying to get you to see me.
Enjoy my company,
Love me once again.