I know you are hurt.
I understand your pain, believe me.
Many people do.
But, take a moment to look around you and realize, its not always about YOU.
You've been though so much,
So have I.
But I know how to see that I'm not the only one who's suffered.

From the time I came out of the womb,
I was nothing, but beaten to the pulse.

Daddy gone, you alone with your three children.
The world must have been ending!
For you couldn't even handle that.

So take it out on us, we are the mistakes.
Smoke your Marijuana, make the head aches go away,
For we were the children who ruined your life.

Now grown up, and out of that hell hole
I realize that you were messed up.
From past problems that run in the family.

But you didn't have to let him do those things to me,
and not say a **** thing,
You knew it was wrong, disgusting.

If you were getting paid, then its fine and dandy.
Take your children's innocence from their grip
And never let them be the kids they wanted to be

It's called Philophobia.
It's the fear of loving or being in love.
I believe everyone has been a victim to Philophobia
especially if their hearts have been broken too many times.
Heartbreak makes you wiser.

Paint a picture with your words
Give my mind the freedom to wonder
Imagine the place that you describe
With your palace of perspective.

Paint a picture through your voice
The soothing sound of sweet delight
Let me listen to each note
A key of beautiful measure.

Paint a picture with your hands
A skilled prodigy with no remorse
Each brush that's dipped in paint
Creating the perfect image of light.

Paint a picture though your body
The way you move with elegance
Power of every step you take.
That feeling you get when you dance.

Just another wish in my mind
It changes every time
Every day and night
Wishing for paradise
A place where every relationship remains
Where we never cry
And the dreams coming true
Of you and me
Of him and her
Of him and him
Of her and her
A place of peace
No judgement
Memories never fading
Just all of us loving life.

There will be days
Of the sudden sadness
The unstoppable laughter
The uncontrollable anger
The unthinkable adventure
The unbelievable dream
The untitled life
Live as you never lived at all
And make every moment worth while
Live for something or die for nothing
It's in your own hands.