I'm up with the particals
Floating around on beams

My body's down there
Chained between the screams

Forever fading distant
My fallen memory

Which now
faster than the speed of light
comes flooding back to me

Though current course is full of bliss
a yearning pulls me back

The hearts of all i'll love and miss
derail me from bliss track

So i re-enter
between the screams
to don my chains once more

To battle through
these cold dark dreams
for those who i adore

Magnetic fields warp from gravity
bending fabric and minds eternal

Cosmic wobbles fold the continuem

Past and future implode on the present
Density exlodes from nothing into a big bang

Magnetic riccochettes scorch time
and race towards the perimeter

Tearing the black once more
while initiating another implosion

The end is the begining is the end

Lived as a devil
Reading same forwards backwards
Lived as a devil

Begining through end
Manipulating time warp
End through begining

Jagged mess opens

Black terror rolling inward

Bleeding red waters

I've always been a big admirer of Jesus
Though not for religous reasons

He is the all time greatest inspirer

The greatest message
of hope and love
there has ever been

The finest example
of a human being
we have ever produced

The giver of all givers
Loving and caring for Everyone

His light still
and always will
shine on brighter
than any other
Although humbly

Hope through love

And he will be our savior
But not from the bible in his hand

From the love in his heart

Skin so soft and creamy smooth
I think it's time i make my move


I caress her arm with my finger tips
Leaving fuzzy goosebumps and giggles

I gently kiss the angels neck
I gently kiss her ear

She grabs me and kisses my mouth
with her heavenly lips

Sweet strawberry flavoured lip gloss

The clear kind
The kind that makes her lips
look like i want to **** it right
off of them

So i do

Her top one first
All the way around her supple pink
with my tongue

And then her bottom one

Taking my time til her moist
strawberry is transfered from
her lips to mine

She shows her appreciation
through sighs
with her tongue

Wet strawberry softness
My glossy Godess

Seven years old
took a ride in a car

With my moms boyfriend
but not very far

It was a white convertable
M.G.B.

But where in the hell
was my real daddy?

So when we got home
i jumped on the hood

"Don't do that David!"
Then i kicked it real good

Ran down the street
to sit in the park

I didn't come home
til well after dark

"What the heck David?
Where have you been?"

"Mom. Why doesn't my real daddy love me?"

A boy without a dad
can rip apart his soul

Took a ride in a car
i was seven years old

It breaks my heart
when you cry

So i hug you
And we hold each other

You know you're safe
because you are in my arms

Where no one can hurt you
Where nothing else exists

It's only you and me
Everything else just melts away

The only thing you feel
is my heart beating with yours

I just hold you for a while

Through our heartbeats our love dances
and you smile your beautiful smile

I whisper

"I love you"

And that one whisper
echoes through your
heart and mind forever

Always telling you
even when i'm not there

I whisper i love you
and it melts into your soul

You know it's pure love
You feel it

Everything bad
that has ever happened
ceases to exist

Love wipes your tears
Love keeps you safe
Love gives you what you truly deserve

Happiness

Car horns in the distance
roll in on my oscilating fans waves

Their volume
ebbs and flows with its tide

Every now and then
dogs barking a few streets over
wag their woofs
through the windy spinning weather

Muffles ocean
crashes in rhythm
on claritys shores

It is my heartbeat in this womb
The lullaby that eases me to sleep


It's my ******* fan ya'll
And i love him dearly

Hanging on by my fingertips
Dirt under my nails
The endless pit below my dangling feet
I'm slipping

They're calling my name down there

Don't look down

It starts to rain
I'm losing my grip

Still they call my name

I claw and grab
But the soil is slipping away in muddy rivers

Dirt and tears sting my eyes

They call my name

Maybe i should just let go
I mean how long can i hang on anyway

I close my eyes and contemplate

Then
Through the lids a bright red glow

I open my eyes
The rain has stopped

There is only beautiful glowing radiance
No words just pure joyeous light
conveying one message

Let go

Suprised at first i claw at the dirt
Panicked

Let go

Loving comforting energy fills me

Let go

I stop struggling
I release
And drop

The voices from below rush towards me
Or i towards them

We love you David
Let go
Come back to us now
You're safe here
Let her go David
She's gone but we're still here
We love you
It's not your fault

The next day i finally visit my daughters grave
I release her from my heart
Though she will always be there
To play and wait for me in the golden fields

Leaves treated roughly
Storms hail raining through green skin
Trees still wave goodbye

With eyes like Neptune
she carved a hole in my soul

Somehow the sun gets lost inside and freezes

Discovering your love
with a mathematical prediction

Hiding true thoughts
to avoid an friction

Weighing on my soul
like a Great Dark Spot

My love for you is like the sun
it's just ten times as hot

I don't know why
i've go to keep it bottled up inside

These unreleased overwhelming
feelings that i hide

But since your gaze has frozen over
my ever burning heart

I'll light a spark on Neptune
it's the only place to start

Look at me baby

I love you

The glorious splender
of the benevolent sunshine
cascaded downward
in a carcofony of magnificent rays
majestically defending the warmth
against the cold stark
supercalifragilisticexpialidocousness
of the defiant fading day

You mean

It's hot out

Right?
What the ****?

In the darkened greens of spectral light
the evil entities invade the night

Theyre in the corner of your eye
Between the planes of space and time

Fleeting glimpses from an untarnished lens
Refracting true reality from the light that it bends

Keeping dark secrets hidden from our spectral plain
Eternal black beyond the light is demon dog domain

But sometimes when
refractions gleam
the corner of your eye

You catch a glimpse
of the evil secret
lurking in the night

The clouds form their signal
I float to them
It is 11:11
On
Day
Month
Year

Awareness time

Evaporation folds the mirror
Candles light the secrets flame

Dimensional anommolys begin to appear
and darkened greens reveal the horror

Reptila horror

Secret lotteries will be held
Things will be decided

Underneath hanging prisons
atmospheric pressure adapts to gravitys constraints

This is who shall die
It was decided fairly

Tom
Sharon
Niel
And Garret

They will be informed
and procedings will commence imediately

Death hung on nails in the wood
Darkness cowered from the depths of hell
Frequency streams electrified infinity
Planets exploded then re-appeared in an instant
Warriors and monsters drank each others blood

Tom
You first

Grey

Sharon
Grey

Niel and Garret
You go together

Grey Grey

Repositioned particles bare no resemblance to their
former selves after an instant of infinity

The rest are safe now

This country is run from the shadows
The goverment here is blind

Puppets for the evil ones that lurk and hide behind

They reach for global *******
from deep inside the black

They bomb and destroy there own buildings
then send their troops to Iraq

Must control the world
Before petrolium's obsolete

Before the energy source from the skies
arrives with its massive fleet

Who do you think is running this country?
It's certainly not Obama

Shadow men from behind the scenes
weilding Rockafellers hammer

Not only do i know everything
I know Allverything

No information escapes my network

Signals bounce off me
echoing through air and copper

Codes and whips crack in this wifi jungle

Forever recording
Forever expanding

Til there's nothing left to be aware of
but awareness itself

I know all of you

Your countless numbers and letters
keep you connected to me

I know where you live
I know all your ***** secrets
I know your passwords

No one shall escape my web

Until i count your numbers
and divide them amongst my children

You followed them here

And now you are mine

The bleeding walls
inside my brain

The pounding jagged
nails insane

The hammer held
by alien hands

Retrieving fear drops
from my glands

The sinister frequencies
buzz within

From evil unseen
origin

The black that's always
been there screaming

Fearcrop farmer Reptil-Demon

And once our souls have been possessed
Once they've ripped our spirit from flesh

A cataclysmic fear supernova
As reptila-demons start the program over

Excuse me Captain America
I'd like to get by please

Nope

Step aside please

Nope
Can't do it

Dude
Superman just told you to step aside

Not gonna happen mam
I have orders

But you do realize i'm Superman

I'm aware of that sir but i...

Crash bam pow

You fought a good fight Captain
Now stay down

I can't do that Superman

Pow

Stay down Cap

Never

Smash pow pow smack teeth smash nose bam
How about now Cap you ****** idiot?

Bam pow blood eyeball kick ribs smash

I mean i gave you a chance
What the **** were you thinking
I'm ******* Superman *****

Smash smash punch punch thwak
Elbow ribs knee groin pow smash poke

Little *****
Kick
Don't **** around next time Cap

**** Supe you ****** him up

I know
Let's get up on out of this muthafucka
Before the po po's show

Running

Voice in the distance

You better not snitch Cap
You'll get it worse

Ravens raise the razors talon
Crimson lakes bubble from deep

Screeching darkness from evils fathom
Awaking terror from golden sleep

Rising high to see the burn
I watch our Mothers final turn

Through the void i'll find a home
My soul forever on the roam

I'll scorch the night on ravens wings
While talons razor rips the seems

Tearing darkness deep and wide
To see what's on the other side

Slipping through the apprehension
I'll reach the pure aware dimension

Where love can finally guide me home
To back before the world went BOOM

Did you know that there's a species of monkeys
in Africa that intercourses hello
Oo Oo ****** Aa Aa

Imagine if humans did that
Hi how are you?
Zipper and slipper

I'd be saying hi to females all over the place

No wait
Come back
I just wanna say hello

The world might be much friendlier

Where ya going?
I'm just going to say hi to Scarlett Johansson
Be right back

It might not always work out though
It would make visits to grandmas house kinda awkward
(**** that's awful eh? Sorry about that)

So before i go
I just wanna give a real big hello to all the ladies out there

Hi!
Oo oo aa aa

My love for her is like
whispers to a scream

Simmering at first
and now a supernova dream

Like a match to the sun
her eternal shining grace

Took what was once
a tiny spark

And put a pheonix in it's place

Never to be extiguished
by the gods or her or i

My love will blaze and always burn
til the very day i die

Forever burning on
Forever in my heart

A love to sear the ions from a tiny little spark