bobbie

bobbie Nov 2013

Needs

I want your embrace to be everlasting.
I never want to forget how your eyes glimmer softly when you smile.
I want your cologne to linger on me so It's known that I'm yours.
I want to hold your hand so tight our fingerprints fuse into one.
I never want to forget the feeling that overwhelms me when you call me beautiful.
I want to fall asleep with my head on your chest every night in hopes that eventually our heartbeats would match.

bobbie Nov 2013

Tour

I opened myself to you
I took you on a tour of my mind
You saw the tall mountains of my fears,
the caves of my thoughts,
the waterfalls of ideas,
and the shallow pools of responses I could
never seem to word right

now tell me,
now that you've seen everything
will you ever come back?

bobbie Nov 2013

Rainy Days

It's 5:22 pm on a Wednesday evening
It's raining harder than usual
each drop slamming against my window
making an irregular thud each time;
mocking my heartbeat whenever
you say "I love you''

bobbie Nov 2013

Mommy You're Gone Now

when I as 7 and would hold mommy's hand
everywhere I went, I
thought nothing bad could ever happen.
mommy's here, you're safe.
Mommy, you're gone now and
I'm not safe anymore
Where are you
you never told me that you were leaving
and that my own brother was capable of hurting me.
what am I going to do when dad comes home drunk
and gets violent again?
Mommy you're gone now
I'm not safe anymore

bobbie Nov 2013

Distanced

I can feel us getting more and more distant
It's like you're standing infront of me
but I can't reach you no matter how hard
I try and stretch my arms.
The gap between us is as big as the ocean,
drowning me every time I try to swim across.
Why are you pushing me away, what did I do?
It's like we don't even know each other anymore,
when really, I know everything about you.
You were my shining sun, but now
my skies are grey and the clouds are drooping with rain.

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